[Beverley50]

Hi Bev,

Wow you have found your personal program that is leading you along the path of true beauty.
I can relate to most of the changes that you have made here...facial, skin, breasts, hips and butt.
Although I'm not on the HRT wagon, I am experiencing everything that your describe.

The only issue has been my waistline, to which I've gained close to 2 inches, but still less that 30 inches.
That I blame on the PM.

Stay the course Sis!

Hi Carmen,

Why is your waistline an issue?

I am experiencing hip and waistline increase too. In fact, this is one aspect that is almost overshadowing my boobs.

I love my new hips and hope they get a lot bigger. I dream of a big booty, and I'm slowly getting there. I feel the new cellulite in my upper hips. Its soft and feminine and I feel the new weight when I walk, and sit. My previously boney ass has a nice new 1 inch layer of fat. It makes sitting a lot more comfortable. I know this from sitting in my old office chair. I know how it felt before. Also, I drive Mercedes Benz C63 AMG with bucket seats, and I almost fill the entire bucket now, in contrast to the past.

So, I have no "issues", only pleasure! 

Although my breasts are getting larger all the time, its like I wish they would stop growing now, and the rest of my body to continue to transform. 

PM, RR & WP has caused a dramatic change to my body, both physical and mental, and I want to keep it that way. In time my skin, hair, softness of body, muscle reduction, redistribution of fat etc will continue as I continue down my herbal HRT program, and every day is a beautiful new experience, as I slowly transform and feminize. 

One funny thing. I have a way of turning in my sleep, onto my left side, where I lie in such a way that my left boob is directly under me. I wake up every night from the discomfort of the weight on my left breast, and have to shift to relieve the pressure. I suppose its a normal woman's thing that I'm experiencing too.

Love it all!

XXX

Bev

Hello Bev,

I've sported a 28 inch waistline for many years. I just became used to maintaining such a trim figure.
No worries, I'll just have to accept some minimal waistline gains while continuing to add to my hip and bust dimensions.   
Yes, it can become uncomfortable when as I normally sleep on my left side, to which I'm now learning to sleep on my back.


So does this mean that I'm also on a herbal HRT course?

Everyone taking any kind of herb or pharma to change their bodies to become more like the opposite sex is on HRT. Don't let people fool you. So yes, you are on HRT. And you have issues, like me and everyone going down this route. What we're doing is not normal. In islamic countries they will kill people like me, throw me off a building, or make me dissappear.

The best thing any of us can do is accept what we become, cause once you have breasts there's no way back. You are transforming. Enjoy it, embrace it and be tough. You will need to be tough because its just you against the world. I have been sneered at and ridiculed and hurtful comments have been directed my way, in front of other people, very distasteful. I've even been hit by a big guy in Dallas, just for wearing my leather bag with its shoulder strap. He was full of whiskey and all that male testosterone exploded when he saw a "faggot" like me. And I thought I was just gorgeous at the time. 

It's a rough game, being a transsexual. But unfortunately it is what I am, and have been since I was a boy of 14 years old wearing my mom's bras and dresses. I can't help it. It is actually a curse and a burden, but what do one do? Just be unhappy all the time or at least make an effort and try?

Bev (feeling a bit down today)