IM REALLY LOST
Well, i stopped taking the meds for 1 week after, 1 week, i started to eat FG and Soy Isoflavone (im eating them integral), so, i started to feel bad i was losing desire to eat and feeling bad and depressed, and i was feeling careless for no one again, what i have?
So started again and i back to feel better, taking these makes much easier to be nice with people, but before i start to retake the meds, i was feeling so egoist and rude and dickhead. I felt that i lost some weigth really fast during the week i stopped.
Maybe there is something with my body, for too long i gave a damn for it, but, its strange, but the meds makes me care more for my body, its like the meds makes me feel that my body is precious for me, but, on the sametime it makes me feel that im more ugly and i need to get beautier, but, the meds already makes me see me beautier, but, there are things that i could do to get beautier, its really strange, its not common to think things like "how i can get beautier?" or "where i will find info to get beautier?"
Im having too much nightmare of people trying to kill/hurt me, is it common?
And im dreaming too much, like 10~12 dreams/night, usually i had +- 3
Kisses.