Well, I messed up a bit. I ended up spending a week at my parent's place, and as I cannot have them knowing that I'm self medicating, I left my pills at home.

So I will hold off on starting again until I know I can be taking them every day. Also, I missed my support group so I will find out this Wednesday about local hormone sources.

You girls are all so supportive! Makes a person really feel wanted

I feel for you. A support group is so important and with it you will find that issues, like being worried about being discovered, self medicating, tend to go away.
You have to be you, sooner or later & preferably, sooner. I recently met a trans lady, who, in the 60's & 70's, was commited to a loony bin, because of her transsexuality and subjected to ECT and aversion therapy! On transition, she says, it just keeps getting better and better.