[Blue]

Ok, this is with my cis, het, male hat on. 

Manue, you do not resemble your prior self in any way, shape, or manner. You features are delicate and feminine. It's not a matter of passing, you are quite simply beautiful. Head turning pretty. I am astonished at your transformation. I wouldn't give you a second look, except in appreciation of your loveliness, and that I would do (I hope you will take that in the spirit it is intended and forgive me). 

Your happiness shows in your smile. You radiate joy and that makes you even more beautiful, something many of us forget. A happy smile is better than the most artfully applied makeup. 

You worked hard and went through much, but you have also been blessed, please remember that. Faith, Hope, and Love, and of these Love is the most important. 

I wish you Love and Joy on your journey. 

Rick

[Jennifer]

Hello Manue,

what to say,

I would be 20 younger, I meet you, I fall in love.

I'm on the verge of turning 60, I meet you, I'm jealous.

In both cases you are wonderful.

Since your last photo of yourself visible in xxxxxxxx (we can't say it anymore), and now, there is a world.

Kisses to you Manue

Jennifer

[Eloise]

Still look great! 

[JustAbbey]

Hi Manue! It’s been a while since I saw your progress and it’s truly inspiring! You look amazing and I’m so happy your transition has gone so well 

Best of luck in your new life 

—Abbey

[Manue]

It's been over four months since my last update, and I'm excited to share the latest milestones in my journey.

My foray into academia has evolved into something more enduring than I initially envisioned. This semester, I find myself nearly full-time immersed in teaching my passion. Alongside, I'm exploring various executive contracts, curious about the new horizons that might unfold.

The past week saw me battling a fierce bout of influenza, confining me to bed. This downtime, however, brought an unexpected revelation: the noticeable growth in my chest. The discomfort when moving made me acutely aware of their presence—a constant reminder that they're here to stay. My current 38B (US) bras are snugger, and it seems I'm progressing to a Stage 4 on the Tanner scale on the left, while the right remains a solid 3.

A recent pharmacy visit to pick up three months' worth of meds presented an amusing yet thought-provoking encounter. The pharmacist, initially friendly, seemed taken aback upon seeing my prescription, her demeanor changing abruptly. This led me to opt for delivery services for my medications— a practical solution ensuring privacy and convenience.

In discussions with my doctor, we've decided to continue with my current pill-based regimen, given my sensitivity to estrogen. Remarkably, a year without blockers hasn't seen a return of testosterone, despite a diet rich in protein and saturated fats. I'm currently on 2mg E2 four times daily, which we believe supports optimal development. We're also considering adjustments to my progesterone intake, potentially combining 200mg intra with 100mg oral to see how it fares.

I've also included some recent photos, deciding even my hand deserved a moment in the spotlight this time.

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[Kay Lady]

Hi Manue,

You are so inspirational!!

~Kay

[Niaja]

It's been over four months since my last update, and I'm excited to share the latest milestones in my journey.

My foray into academia has evolved into something more enduring than I initially envisioned. This semester, I find myself nearly full-time immersed in teaching my passion. Alongside, I'm exploring various executive contracts, curious about the new horizons that might unfold.

The past week saw me battling a fierce bout of influenza, confining me to bed. This downtime, however, brought an unexpected revelation: the noticeable growth in my chest. The discomfort when moving made me acutely aware of their presence—a constant reminder that they're here to stay. My current 38B (US) bras are snugger, and it seems I'm progressing to a Stage 4 on the Tanner scale on the left, while the right remains a solid 3.

A recent pharmacy visit to pick up three months' worth of meds presented an amusing yet thought-provoking encounter. The pharmacist, initially friendly, seemed taken aback upon seeing my prescription, her demeanor changing abruptly. This led me to opt for delivery services for my medications— a practical solution ensuring privacy and convenience.

In discussions with my doctor, we've decided to continue with my current pill-based regimen, given my sensitivity to estrogen. Remarkably, a year without blockers hasn't seen a return of testosterone, despite a diet rich in protein and saturated fats. I'm currently on 2mg E2 four times daily, which we believe supports optimal development. We're also considering adjustments to my progesterone intake, potentially combining 200mg intra with 100mg oral to see how it fares.

I've also included some recent photos, deciding even my hand deserved a moment in the spotlight this time.

 

You certainly have come  a long way, amazing changes --looking very feminine in every way

[Manue]

Hello everybody,

I'd love to offer an update. I held off from sharing this, but I believe it's necessary. Since I’ve been passing, I lost two jobs since 2023 after being discovered I was trans. It was mixed with harassment and a lot of humiliation. There are two ongoing lawsuits as a result.

I was referred to a psychologist who has known me well since before my transition. It’s been proposed that I’m in the top IQ percentile of the population. I wish I had learned this before transitioning—it explains so much about my life, but being perceived as a woman now makes it even harder. With strangers, life feels like it’s on easy mode, but it’s the opposite once someone gets to know me.

I’ve had to let go of expectations for anyone, whether it’s leading a team, finding a partner, or spending time with family. No matter the situation, I’ve realized I’ll always be alone, weird, and misunderstood.

I’m learning to make peace with this curse and focus on setting ruthless boundaries to protect myself.

On the hormonal side, I’ve been working with my doctor to raise my testosterone to female levels while staying under 200mg of progesterone. I was prescribed 5mg testosterone cream to apply twice a week, and the improvement in mood stability and cognition has been significant.

Otherwise, I’m still taking 8mg of E2 pills per day. My blood and hormone levels are looking good, but I haven’t tested the new T levels since adding the cream.

I eat a lot of animal fats, protein, and salt—it really helps keep excess fat off, keeps me hydrated, and improves focus.

As for breast growth, it’s been steady. I now fill 36C (US) bras.

Three years in.

Enjoy!

   

   

[Ninja]

So sorry you have had to go through all this I hope you win your lawsuits. You are not alone you are among friends here. The pictures you posted show a lovely young woman. I ope things get better for you I would not call t a curse you are who you are if people can't accept you as a beautiful woman they are not worth your time 

[Kay Lady]

Manue,

Thank you for sharing your journey with us!