Envy is a very ugly trait, specially when its allowed to take full reign. Projecting ones own insecurities on others is also an ugly trait. I'm some times guilty of these too, but I try to find some kind of good way to vent it and talk and get support, not to kick others down. Its not my fault some have things better than me, nor its my fault I have things better than some. It would be more constructive to aim to win ourselves and become better people rather than comparing and kicking others down. That is immature and hurtful. And by the way, hurting a trans woman by misgendering her and insulting her for physical traits is very very LOW. And those things said being blatant lies too? How pathetic is that huh? That's something an insecure kid would do.
I thought I would post something nice today, talk about about HRT and what not, but I'm not on the mood any more. I don't come to this forum to get misgendered and continuously insulted, specially when I tried to be nice and helpful. I'm not gonna take that kindly. I can leave too, if I'm not treated well, I can stop wasting my time and coming here to update my thread...
I have never done NBE and later HRT to make anybody envious and hateful.
I'm doing it for myself, and to help others who are on the same path. This is the first time I get mistreated like this in here and yea, mission accomplished, it hurts. Thanks for ruining my mood and thanks for making me question whether or not I should even continue posting here. I can go elsewhere, but I think there's many people reading who actually like to read my posts and maybe find something worth reading? Just recently a trans woman approached me on private message and talked a bit about herself and told me she has followed me here for years and that I'm an inspiration and a role model to her. I couldn't believe what I was reading, is that really so? How many here are lurking and following me and looking up to be as an inspiration? Those +33k reads aren't for nothing I guess. <3
I would like to encourage all the lurkers come forth and talk, that lady who pm'd me can't be the only one. ^_^ Come on out and have a chat some time? <3
So yea, this kinda "ugly fat man" I am... Btw, I have zero idea who the hell sees me as a guy at this stage, I know full well how my body is like, I didn't choose to be born with a serious birth defect which makes transition a must, but I think I'm doing ok? Btw, I haven't ever seen a man in my life with similar body proportions that I have now, not once. I'm a total failure as a dude, my body obviously wants to be quite feminine. I'm sorry for being such a loser.
By the way, every insult, misgendering, transphobia, all of this shit, I will report to the admin if it continues!!! Have a nice day. <3