[Heaven's Night]

Comparing to what Lotus puts out, nothing from my keyboard will sound complicated.  

By the way, I some time ago talked about having some trouble with jeans and my work pants and so on. I am not imagining it, I wore the summer pants at work today as I was working indoors and they were even tighter than before. When I got them in september, I needed a belt to keep them up decently, but now they sit tightly in place. Mind you that the waist still has about the same space there as before. I probably have gained some on my waist too, but mostly its my butt and thighs getting big. At least big on my standards. I don't think they've ever been this thick before.

The jeans I bought a while ago are size 48, picked from a plus size category and I wanted to be sure there's room to grow into and they're comfy enough, well, they're getting nicer by the day. And I think I know the reason. Check the picture.

[LevySol]

I can't imagine fitting in male cut pants properly with your figure. That posture in the photo shows off the changes so well. I hope HRT will bring you to your best self when you take that step.

[Heaven's Night]

I can't imagine fitting in male cut pants properly with your figure. That posture in the photo shows off the changes so well. I hope HRT will bring you to your best self when you take that step.

Thank you. <3 It is indeed very difficult, my work pants feel like absolute crap these days. I have to force them as high as they go for the waist to be even close of being confortable. And it feels like my butt is going to make them rip in two.

I really love that angle btw, one of the best for showing hips/butt/thighs area. Btw, I'm not bending my back at all, just placing one foot in front of the other and turning to my left to see the camera.

I got something totally new to show, I wanted to recreate an old photo I have, wearing the 85 C push up bra which feels awfully small. I have two 2" pieces added on the band and its still tight as heck, the cups are too small, but holy cow, I've never been able to make a cleavage like this! Specially with the top on the bra, it stays there even if I lift my arms. No extra padding anywhere, that's just me. I would say this is the first legidimate cleavage I have without helping with my arms or using some added padding.

[Michellelala]

WOW!!!! Looking very sexy. Lucky girl xo

[Heaven's Night]

WOW!!!! Looking very sexy. Lucky girl xo

I would call that first legitimate cleavage. Two years to get to this point. And I've just began. More is more some times.

[Drew]

I can't imagine fitting in male cut pants properly with your figure. That posture in the photo shows off the changes so well. I hope HRT will bring you to your best self when you take that step.

Thank you. <3 It is indeed very difficult, my work pants feel like absolute crap these days. I have to force them as high as they go for the waist to be even close of being confortable. And it feels like my butt is going to make them rip in two.

I really love that angle btw, one of the best for showing hips/butt/thighs area. Btw, I'm not bending my back at all, just placing one foot in front of the other and turning to my left to see the camera.

I got something totally new to show, I wanted to recreate an old photo I have, wearing the 85 C push up bra which feels awfully small. I have two 2" pieces added on the band and its still tight as heck, the cups are too small, but holy cow, I've never been able to make a cleavage like this! Specially with the top on the brain, it stays there even if I lift my arms. No extra padding anywhere, that's just me. I would say this is the first legidimate cleavage I have without helping with my arms or using some added padding.

okay it seems for some reason I can't post a picture whitch is probably a good thing,  lots of new boob pics in my new  bras but my bum too which I intended to post today but hell, who cares how i look but, I think I am almost able to compete with you DiDI  thought I'm a bit smaller, I'm sorta ultra fem, but sorta happy now that I can't post pics right now, it's your thing, your experience nobody should try to take that away. You are who you are and I do admire you as am sure many do. SHIT why!!!!!! do i get embarrassingly emotional all of the time. But am awestruck at what you have done to yourself and more than just a little jealous

[Heaven's Night]

I can't imagine fitting in male cut pants properly with your figure. That posture in the photo shows off the changes so well. I hope HRT will bring you to your best self when you take that step.

Thank you. <3 It is indeed very difficult, my work pants feel like absolute crap these days. I have to force them as high as they go for the waist to be even close of being confortable. And it feels like my butt is going to make them rip in two.

I really love that angle btw, one of the best for showing hips/butt/thighs area. Btw, I'm not bending my back at all, just placing one foot in front of the other and turning to my left to see the camera.

I got something totally new to show, I wanted to recreate an old photo I have, wearing the 85 C push up bra which feels awfully small. I have two 2" pieces added on the band and its still tight as heck, the cups are too small, but holy cow, I've never been able to make a cleavage like this! Specially with the top on the brain, it stays there even if I lift my arms. No extra padding anywhere, that's just me. I would say this is the first legidimate cleavage I have without helping with my arms or using some added padding.

okay it seems for some reason I can't post a picture whitch is probably a good thing,  lots of boob pics in my new  bras but my bum too, I think I am almost able to compete with you thought I'm a bit snaller, I'm sorta ultra fem, but sorta happy now that I can't post pics right now, it's your thing, your experience nobody should try to take that away. You are who you are and I do admire you as am sure many do. SHIT why!!!!!! do i get embarrassingly emotional all of the time.

Why not? Chance the forum layout and post some? I would love to see your pics.

This isn't a race, there's people on this forum who put me to complete shame if I would go on comparing myself to them.... (I do that all the time and its not fun.) If it were, seeing people like Lotus, Freya/Valkyrie, Oki, Marcy, Etna, Pinochhia, Stevenator, Polymorphis, Pansy-Mae and so on would have made me quit ages ago.

I too often see in others what I lack in myself, or what my perception says about it. One of the reasons why I'm not much of a competitive person as every time I've tried to compete on something, I have lost. I've always been the "good second" or the last. So I think its the best to just race myself. It sucks because I would also love to be a special kind, to be really good at something, exceptionally good. But so far it seems I'm more of a jack of many trades and master of none... Specially on the body it wouldn't be wise to race others as there's so much pure luck and genetics which can't be chosen.

But go on and post your pictures, it would be fun to see. You've made me wonder many times how goddamn cute you must be looking at your profile pic.

[Drew]

I can't imagine fitting in male cut pants properly with your figure. That posture in the photo shows off the changes so well. I hope HRT will bring you to your best self when you take that step.

Thank you. <3 It is indeed very difficult, my work pants feel like absolute crap these days. I have to force them as high as they go for the waist to be even close of being confortable. And it feels like my butt is going to make them rip in two.

I really love that angle btw, one of the best for showing hips/butt/thighs area. Btw, I'm not bending my back at all, just placing one foot in front of the other and turning to my left to see the camera.

I got something totally new to show, I wanted to recreate an old photo I have, wearing the 85 C push up bra which feels awfully small. I have two 2" pieces added on the band and its still tight as heck, the cups are too small, but holy cow, I've never been able to make a cleavage like this! Specially with the top on the brain, it stays there even if I lift my arms. No extra padding anywhere, that's just me. I would say this is the first legidimate cleavage I have without helping with my arms or using some added padding.

okay it seems for some reason I can't post a picture whitch is probably a good thing,  lots of boob pics in my new  bras but my bum too, I think I am almost able to compete with you thought I'm a bit snaller, I'm sorta ultra fem, but sorta happy now that I can't post pics right now, it's your thing, your experience nobody should try to take that away. You are who you are and I do admire you as am sure many do. SHIT why!!!!!! do i get embarrassingly emotional all of the time.

Why not? Chance the forum layout and post some? I would love to see your pics.

This isn't a race, there's people on this forum who put me to complete shame if I would go on comparing myself to them.... (I do that all the time and its not fun.) If it were, seeing people like Lotus, Freya/Valkyrie, Oki, Marcy, Etna, Pinochhia, Stevenator, Polymorphis, Pansy-Mae and so on would have made me quit ages ago.

I too often see in others what I lack in myself, or what my perception says about it. One of the reasons why I'm not much of a competitive person as every time I've tried to compete on something, I have lost. I've always been the "good second" or the last. So I think its the best to just race myself. It sucks because I would also love to be a special kind, to be really good at something, exceptionally good. But so far it seems I'm more of a jack of many trades and master of none... Specially on the body it wouldn't be wise to race others as there's so much pure luck and genetics which can't be chosen.

But go on and post your pictures, it would be fun to see. You've made me wonder many times how goddamn cute you must be looking at your profile pic.

You're so sweet DiDi and nice.
 Yeah my profile pic   people like it and so do i but I was a bit fat when I took that picture was a 95c am now quite ....well a very lot smaller. Much smaller. Makes me consider putting the weight back on that I fought so hard to lose to be her again. Chubby drew was kinda sexy and bouncy

[Heaven's Night]

You're so sweet DiDi and nice.
 Yeah my profile pic   people like it and so do i but I was a bit fat when I took that picture was a 95c am now quite ....well a very lot smaller. Much smaller. Makes me consider putting the weight back on that I fought so hard to lose to be her again. Chubby drew was kinda sexy and bouncy

Why not? you say you're naturally small and slim, some more curvage would probably do your shape some favors? I always envy slim short guys who look naturally feminine, in a different way I do for example. For me I think pm has just accentuated everything like crazy and the only slim parts on me are my wrists and that also in comparison with the rest of me.

So my goal is obvious, the only way a woman my size looks good, is with thick big curves, so that's what I'm aiming for. Without gaining too much weight that is, I want to keep in good enough shape to stay active and enjoy exercise and so on. And perhaps to slim my waist down at some point. I can manage that quite easily as I think my metabolism is rather quick, when ever I start riding my bike and swimming, I tend to slim down quite quickly. Next time I'll just be careful to not loose the curves I've gained, so there's a need to find a balance.

[Stevenator.]

Comparing to what Lotus puts out, nothing from my keyboard will sound complicated. 

It’s only complicated, if you let it be complicated. It takes time to figure out and follow. She shares science with us, and she’s the only person doing this freely on any forum that I’ve seen over the last many years. We should be grateful for her freely disseminated research. My way of getting over the knowledge term hump if I couldn’t understand 20 letter words, was to use google. Then cross reference the science sites, Wikipedia and medical dictionary explanations. Eventually it will make sense. 

Now, sugar bear, I gotta tell you .... That ass of yours is incredible. You certainly have nice tits, but DAMN!! DAT ASS!! 

Ahem. I delightfully consider myself a connoisseur and aficionado of delectable posteriors, and you my dear, are in possession of an extraordinary and impeccably alluring derrière. Ahem.

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