Hi guys. I am new to MSM. I am 42. Married 15 years. 2 kids. I live life as a very masculine person. I hunt, ride motorcycles, fix cars. I have no desire to be a female. I do not cross dress. But years have porn addiction somehow led me to this website. The more I read the more curious I was to try it. So over the last 6 months I have done the merry go round. Starting and stopping. The fear of budding and having permanent breasts caused to quit several times. I know it is a terrible idea
Last month I was feeling kinky and wanted to push my limits one last time. One full bottle. At the 3 week mark I could feel gumball size lumps behind each nipple. All this week I have this pressure pushing from deep inside my breast pushing towards my nipples. The buds are spreading. It feels really intense.
I knew permanent breast growth was possible, but I said I would quit before I budded. I didn't take into account picking up where I left off other sessions.
My breasts are actually a great size. I almost appear to have muscles, but the breasts jiggle with every step. They bounce driving my truck hitting bumps
having really noticeable breasts or wearing a bra is not possible
Want can I expect now? Should I stay on PM until I finish budding. That scares me. Should I stop. I am really in the pink fog. It is addicting.. Up to 2750mg today.
Sorry for the long post. I thought some of you might understand my fears and fetishes. I read through other posts you have shared every day. Thank you
Joey, thank for following my posts and responding often. The forum is the only place I have to talk about this and sometimes I start posting too often.
You are correct, it is very addictive.
I have decided to try to stop. My goal was to finish this bottle and I did that. I will continue to update this thread and read yalls posts.
I am happy with the breast size I have now. I can't stop looking in the mirror and looking down watching them jiggle. They have a bit of a feminine look. They are really just what I said I wanted. And I can still go topless.
I feel like this round I have added some permanent growth, but I don't know. I am anxious to see what stays.
Reading all of your posts and seeing the changes happening to my body has me doing some soul searching. In the meantime, I think I need to stop until I figure things out.
Demon Etna, I would like to take a little time to respond as to why I think I desire to have breasts. I think you made some very valid points I haven't considered.
I could use your expertise. I just started my break. Not sure what to expect My questions are this 1. how much longer will I continue growing? 2. What happens to my buds? 3. The growth after quitting should be minimal and not much permanent?? 4. Am I going to forever have to worry breasts will grow more at some points? 5. Any idea how much permanent growth i have going on? I am assuming I have do have some actual breast I finished this round of PM. I was taking between 1800-2700mg a day for maybe 20 days. Used 2 bottles of serum as well. I am feeling things change. My aerorals are growing.. I have buds and some breast tissue i am sure. I am hoping stopping will keep my buds from getting any bigger. I am hoping no more breast tissue forms. I like my size. I would prefer to not get any bigger. |
Hello friends. I thought long and hard about everyone's advice and opinions. I have been off PM for 21 days. After alot of soul searching I believe it is best for me to not take anymore PM. Thank you everyone for reading my posts and taking the time to respond.
In the 21 days of not taking PM my bust size has grown from 40" to 41 3/4. They still look very feminine and jiggle alot. They feel like breasts. My nipples look kind of recessed sometimes because breast push out around them.
How do I know what is fat and what is breast tissue? I could use a few pounds, but I am not too overweight. 6 feet tall. 181 pounds.
I am assuming I have some permanent bresst tissue?
I am very aware of them. I am wearing more tank tops under shirts to stop them from jiggling. They squeeze together at night when I lay on my side. When I bath they feel like a girls breast running my soapy hands over my chest. I feel like everyone is starring at my chest when my shirt is off.
Here is a link to my post on aienterol forum. It has pictures. I would appreciate your replies.
https://www.ainterolherbs.com/forums/Thread-Off-PM-are-my-breasts-permanent