30-08-2013, 04:55 AM
(30-08-2013, 04:46 AM)Akai Sin Wrote: I remember going through something like this myself.
Some transgenders, transsexuals, etc., tend to switch from "male mode" to "female mode" because of the fact that... well, we're male (or were, in some cases). You sort of have to teach yourself to abandon the male side like I have. It's brought on because of the previous life we lived. You're used to expressing your primary personality, the male one, most frequently in many situations, and ask yourself "What the hell am I doing?". Then you remind yourself what you're doing and go back to your female personality.
From what I've seen, it's pretty normal and isn't really something to worry about in my opinion. It's just the two different halves of yourself bickering at one another. In the end though, you'll probably have to pick a side like I did. I'm full female mode now.
Oh... I never did. I've just always been all girl. Never had a true masculine side at all just a robotically automated fortress I hid behind. Hell. My movements and behaviors when I was hiding behind "him" literally WERE robotic. There was never any life to any of it. Just an echoing of what was expected.

