Core Duality,
Crazy world we inhabit on this path,
Ultra male mode, Ultra Girl mode,
What amazes me sometimes is the speed of switch,
All weekend I have been watching them grow as was on holiday, then Tuesday woke up and thought
“what on earth are these , they look silly and I hate Bras and certainly not worth the effort or worry,
GO and lift some more weights and get rid of this Girly nonsense,
Then Wednesday got up and looked in the Mirror and thought yeh way cool, come on Girls grow ?
Sometimes in the day “alpha male” can be shoved off in seconds and Girl mode takes over, instant as you like, the switch is literally in seconds or instantaneous,
Its like 2 people are in here ?
Appreciate this experience is not that some of us feel and please lets not get involved in this label nonsense, this forum is being ruined by bigoted rubbish, basically were all human and that’s all that really matters,
We also have a fight on our hands ie which duality will be dominant ?
Everyone here should be an input marker for information so we can all assess and learn,
The more we read and study the more we can guide the changes if any for us and those around us, but first we have too understand who and what we are, without labels ,
My question is how many others have this
ULTRA switching or ULTRA opposite,
Ie like me
Go lift weights then go and put a Bra on ?
Julie
Uhm... Sorry... But... It REALLY sounds like you've got some kind of split personality disorder.
If that's not what it is ok... but... That's kinda how it just sounded like just now.
I actually think I know what you mean, to a lesser extent. But when any doubt enters I say to myself, 'You wanted them,' I and reply 'Yes I did, didn't I.' Kind of resolves the feeling for me.
I don't think I understand what you mean... Like you can be inbetween per say but I don't think that I change from "man" to "woman" my view points changed when I was on nbe I did act a little more feminine and had different viewpoints which I wish I could have back (not on pm anymore :/ ) but you may have a split personality disorder cause its a bit odd tht u change so quickly or you think that something's are labeled as manly but my friend who is a girl works out and she doesn't look 1 but masculine she just lifts weights and does sit ups to look good
Am starting too worry now ?
I have read about this instant switch with a few others on other forums,
It is rare though
Julie
I think that saying you have split-personality is going a bit too far. I can totally relate to what you are saying Julie. It's kinda like one minute I'm shopping for feminine clothing, then when I get home, I go out into the forest and work on building a log cabin. One is a feminine thing to do, and the other is a more masculine thing to do and yes, the switch is instantaneous pretty much.
I AM learning to develop my feminine side, and it is coming naturally (and feels so good), but at times, the male "half" just naturally dominates. It's perfectly okay and I welcome it, as it is a part of me too. At least, for today, that's how I feel, not sure what tomorrow brings... Don't know if that makes any sense in the way I explained it, but o well.
Just embrace it!!!
SS xx
I remember going through something like this myself.
Some transgenders, transsexuals, etc., tend to switch from "male mode" to "female mode" because of the fact that... well, we're male (or were, in some cases). You sort of have to teach yourself to abandon the male side like I have. It's brought on because of the previous life we lived. You're used to expressing your primary personality, the male one, most frequently in many situations, and ask yourself "What the hell am I doing?". Then you remind yourself what you're doing and go back to your female personality.
From what I've seen, it's pretty normal and isn't really something to worry about in my opinion. It's just the two different halves of yourself bickering at one another. In the end though, you'll probably have to pick a side like I did. I'm full female mode now.
(30-08-2013, 04:46 AM)Akai Sin Wrote: [ -> ]I remember going through something like this myself.
Some transgenders, transsexuals, etc., tend to switch from "male mode" to "female mode" because of the fact that... well, we're male (or were, in some cases). You sort of have to teach yourself to abandon the male side like I have. It's brought on because of the previous life we lived. You're used to expressing your primary personality, the male one, most frequently in many situations, and ask yourself "What the hell am I doing?". Then you remind yourself what you're doing and go back to your female personality.
From what I've seen, it's pretty normal and isn't really something to worry about in my opinion. It's just the two different halves of yourself bickering at one another. In the end though, you'll probably have to pick a side like I did. I'm full female mode now.
Oh... I never did. I've just always been all girl. Never had a true masculine side at all just a robotically automated fortress I hid behind. Hell. My movements and behaviors when I was hiding behind "him" literally WERE robotic. There was never any life to any of it. Just an echoing of what was expected.
(30-08-2013, 04:55 AM)AbiDrew85 Wrote: [ -> ]Oh... I never did. I've just always been all girl. Never had a true masculine side at all just a robotically automated fortress I hid behind. Hell. My movements and behaviors when I was hiding behind "him" literally WERE robotic. There was never any life to any of it. Just an echoing of what was expected.
Aye, it doesn't happen for
everyone. Mine was actually pretty much identical to yours, until I decided to just drop the whole "pretend you're a guy" façade and fully embrace my femininity.
For some people, there's a conflict of who to be. For people like you and me, it was pretty much
always our mindset. We only conformed to meet social norms until we built up the confidence to drop it.