10-04-2013, 04:38 PM
(This post was last modified: 10-04-2013, 07:33 PM by Marina Kits.)
Welcome Stellar,
you've found a good place to put your toe in the water. What has previously been said is well worth your time pondering extensively. I sense that you don't really know what to make of your feelings and probably feel torn between what you "want" and what you think is "right" or how you're supposed to be. I don't know if this will make sense to you but there's nothing wrong with your feelings. You're OK. If you feel feminine, that's OK. If you feel confused, you don't have to get clarity right now. Amongst all your feeling though, you DO need to find peace with who YOU are. I know that's a daunting task and for what it's worth, I've been in your place. You are priceless with, and perhaps because of, all your irregularities and factory defects as I like to call them. You don't need to fix yourself so much as you need to accept yourself. If all the doors are open for you to try PM, you might find it helps you sort out all those feelings and for myself at least, just swallowing the pill and knowing I'm injecting estrogen into my body is incredibly soothing for my mind. It feels like I'm putting things as they should be because my body can't or wont. There are many other outside factors that are contributing to MY peace but coming here and trying PM are great steps for you in my opinion. I predict you'll find plenty of acceptance, advise and comfort in simply putting your thoughts out here for other, very real humans who understand what it's like to be you, to read. Again, it's great to have you join the conversation. Don't be a stranger.
you've found a good place to put your toe in the water. What has previously been said is well worth your time pondering extensively. I sense that you don't really know what to make of your feelings and probably feel torn between what you "want" and what you think is "right" or how you're supposed to be. I don't know if this will make sense to you but there's nothing wrong with your feelings. You're OK. If you feel feminine, that's OK. If you feel confused, you don't have to get clarity right now. Amongst all your feeling though, you DO need to find peace with who YOU are. I know that's a daunting task and for what it's worth, I've been in your place. You are priceless with, and perhaps because of, all your irregularities and factory defects as I like to call them. You don't need to fix yourself so much as you need to accept yourself. If all the doors are open for you to try PM, you might find it helps you sort out all those feelings and for myself at least, just swallowing the pill and knowing I'm injecting estrogen into my body is incredibly soothing for my mind. It feels like I'm putting things as they should be because my body can't or wont. There are many other outside factors that are contributing to MY peace but coming here and trying PM are great steps for you in my opinion. I predict you'll find plenty of acceptance, advise and comfort in simply putting your thoughts out here for other, very real humans who understand what it's like to be you, to read. Again, it's great to have you join the conversation. Don't be a stranger.