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besides breasts getting bigger.....
May 19 2007 at 1:07 AM
stefanie (Login stefanie_ss)
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has anyone noticed any other feminizing effects?
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Moonstruck
(Login moonstruck61) Re: besides breasts getting bigger..... May 19 2007, 1:46 AM
Yes.
My skin feels different. It's hard to describe but it's different, in some areas.
I've also noticed my butt is getting more prominent however my hips haven't started to widen out yet.
My butt and thighs feel more fleshy, there's more fat gathering there and it does feel different that ever before.
It's actually a pleasant feeling.
Overall, excluding my little titties, my body still hasn't yet assumed an obvious female form.
As I proceed through this thing, I'm beginning to get the feeling that it's going to take a pretty long time.
And that's ok I suppose because sudden drastic changes can't be good for you. Besides, I feel that if I feminize slowly over a long time it's less likely to cause alarm in people that I know..
If it were not for my family I would go 100% all the way through including surgery. But I can't because I don't want to hurt my family so I'll have to accept that at best, I can can achieve the genderless, androgynous form of an ** it **........
As it is now, I don't really consider myself a man or even male. I'm somthing but I'm not any one thing in particular. I'm in limbo, stuck in this body and working to reshape it as best as I can so that I can be comfortable in it.
If anything ever changes and I do decide to go all the way, it won't take much more because I'll already be mostly there anyway.
I wish I could do it. I really, really, really wish I could do it.
As to all of this, I'm working not only to grow breasts but to feminize my body in general, to become as female as I can but still be able to pass as male if need be. I'll have to be right in the middle so that I can be whatever I need to be as the occasion calls for.
I prefer to be female but many people will expect me to be male. And it's because of them that I must remain "fluid" and adaptable. oversized, baggy and thick clothing will become a way of life for me..
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I'll be frank with you. I would rather be Jane, but for now, I'll be frank... ;-)
Ta Ta's! ( . )( . )
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Moonstruck
(Login moonstruck61) Re: besides breasts getting bigger..... May 19 2007, 6:33 AM
Oh, I almost forgot some other effects I've experienced.
I've posted a few times here about the sexual effects this has had on me.
I would say that beforeI started herbs, my sex drive/function was almost flat line.
Now it's all fired up and running full throttle, to use a "male" colloquialism.
I've also noticed what I think is a strange thing, I'm "emotionally horny".. Hard to explain but it's like in my mind I'm extremely horny and turned on (by what, I don't know) and full of desire but physically I'm not, and my emotional horniness seems to be independent of my physical functions, none of which seem impaired in anyway. Everything works great, better than ever, it's just this emotional horniness is something alien to me I've never experienced before. This seems to counter everything I've ever read about males taking female hormones, I don't know what's going on but it doesn't bother me very much. Got to have some way to have a little pleasure and release some "pressure".... ;-)
When I resumed herbs after a two week break this hit me hot and heavy for several days. It's dropping off now, mellowing out and leveling off. Good thing too, it was very distracting to me, it really consumed my thought to the point that I was almost not even mentally in the here and now, I was wandering around in my head, lost but happy.
When I went off the herbs, I became a real crabby bitch, I also cheated twice during my break and took some. And each time, once they left my system, I was a crabby, cranky bitch for a day or two.
Taking phytoestrogens DOES affect your mind. If you don't think the do, just go hang around with an older, menopausal woman for a few days.
One last thing I've read. MEN go through a sort of male menopause as their natural hormone levels drop off as they age.
I am pretty darn sure I was experiencing that over the past 5-10 years. So take that and start dumping large amounts of female hormones into the system and I can assure you, something new and different IS going to happen..
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I'll be frank with you. I would rather be Jane, but for now, I'll be frank... ;-)
Ta Ta's! ( . )( . )
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riven_one
(Login riven_one) Re: besides breasts getting bigger..... April 27 2008, 8:08 AM
I really don't want to embarrass morticia by bringing up this old thread, but I was digging thru the archives tonight and I find myself in *exactly* the same situation as described and with the exact same thinking she had at the time of this post. It is eerie. Perhaps I am on the same journey and just don't know it yet. Another observation is that it is a shame that so many of the previously active posters seem to no longer participate, and it is a great thing that fennel still hangs out here.
riven_one
(Login riven_one) Re: besides breasts getting bigger..... April 27 2008, 8:09 AM
well, almost exactly. I don't see surgery in my future at this point.
May 19 2007 at 1:07 AM
stefanie (Login stefanie_ss)
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has anyone noticed any other feminizing effects?
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Moonstruck
(Login moonstruck61) Re: besides breasts getting bigger..... May 19 2007, 1:46 AM
Yes.
My skin feels different. It's hard to describe but it's different, in some areas.
I've also noticed my butt is getting more prominent however my hips haven't started to widen out yet.
My butt and thighs feel more fleshy, there's more fat gathering there and it does feel different that ever before.
It's actually a pleasant feeling.
Overall, excluding my little titties, my body still hasn't yet assumed an obvious female form.
As I proceed through this thing, I'm beginning to get the feeling that it's going to take a pretty long time.
And that's ok I suppose because sudden drastic changes can't be good for you. Besides, I feel that if I feminize slowly over a long time it's less likely to cause alarm in people that I know..
If it were not for my family I would go 100% all the way through including surgery. But I can't because I don't want to hurt my family so I'll have to accept that at best, I can can achieve the genderless, androgynous form of an ** it **........
As it is now, I don't really consider myself a man or even male. I'm somthing but I'm not any one thing in particular. I'm in limbo, stuck in this body and working to reshape it as best as I can so that I can be comfortable in it.
If anything ever changes and I do decide to go all the way, it won't take much more because I'll already be mostly there anyway.
I wish I could do it. I really, really, really wish I could do it.
As to all of this, I'm working not only to grow breasts but to feminize my body in general, to become as female as I can but still be able to pass as male if need be. I'll have to be right in the middle so that I can be whatever I need to be as the occasion calls for.
I prefer to be female but many people will expect me to be male. And it's because of them that I must remain "fluid" and adaptable. oversized, baggy and thick clothing will become a way of life for me..
----------------------
I'll be frank with you. I would rather be Jane, but for now, I'll be frank... ;-)
Ta Ta's! ( . )( . )
Edit Message Delete Message
Moonstruck
(Login moonstruck61) Re: besides breasts getting bigger..... May 19 2007, 6:33 AM
Oh, I almost forgot some other effects I've experienced.
I've posted a few times here about the sexual effects this has had on me.
I would say that beforeI started herbs, my sex drive/function was almost flat line.
Now it's all fired up and running full throttle, to use a "male" colloquialism.
I've also noticed what I think is a strange thing, I'm "emotionally horny".. Hard to explain but it's like in my mind I'm extremely horny and turned on (by what, I don't know) and full of desire but physically I'm not, and my emotional horniness seems to be independent of my physical functions, none of which seem impaired in anyway. Everything works great, better than ever, it's just this emotional horniness is something alien to me I've never experienced before. This seems to counter everything I've ever read about males taking female hormones, I don't know what's going on but it doesn't bother me very much. Got to have some way to have a little pleasure and release some "pressure".... ;-)
When I resumed herbs after a two week break this hit me hot and heavy for several days. It's dropping off now, mellowing out and leveling off. Good thing too, it was very distracting to me, it really consumed my thought to the point that I was almost not even mentally in the here and now, I was wandering around in my head, lost but happy.
When I went off the herbs, I became a real crabby bitch, I also cheated twice during my break and took some. And each time, once they left my system, I was a crabby, cranky bitch for a day or two.
Taking phytoestrogens DOES affect your mind. If you don't think the do, just go hang around with an older, menopausal woman for a few days.
One last thing I've read. MEN go through a sort of male menopause as their natural hormone levels drop off as they age.
I am pretty darn sure I was experiencing that over the past 5-10 years. So take that and start dumping large amounts of female hormones into the system and I can assure you, something new and different IS going to happen..
----------------------
I'll be frank with you. I would rather be Jane, but for now, I'll be frank... ;-)
Ta Ta's! ( . )( . )
Edit Message Delete Message
riven_one
(Login riven_one) Re: besides breasts getting bigger..... April 27 2008, 8:08 AM
I really don't want to embarrass morticia by bringing up this old thread, but I was digging thru the archives tonight and I find myself in *exactly* the same situation as described and with the exact same thinking she had at the time of this post. It is eerie. Perhaps I am on the same journey and just don't know it yet. Another observation is that it is a shame that so many of the previously active posters seem to no longer participate, and it is a great thing that fennel still hangs out here.
riven_one
(Login riven_one) Re: besides breasts getting bigger..... April 27 2008, 8:09 AM
well, almost exactly. I don't see surgery in my future at this point.