30-03-2011, 08:25 PM
I know why I want breasts. Well.... sort of.... 
As a trannie I want a more feminine shape and I hate false pads and forms and fillers. So I reckoned changing my body shape was the way to go and if I got decent boobs then I could show them off thus increasing my ability to pass as female and allowing me to live as female.
Some people on here have pointed out to me that my desire to live as a female and to reshape my body indicates that my drives are more transexual than TV and I find it hard to argue with this because I suspect that they are right. I don't think I have the gender dysphoria of a true transexual and I do regard my self as androgynous - happy to be somewhere between truly male and truly female, but I am finding that the female side of me is becoming dominant and I rarely spend time in "male mode" in any more.
I admit that I find the whole thing very confusing in many ways, but I guess my unanswered question is rather different from those posted above. My question is "why do I want to be more female?" and I cannot answer that.
Beverley
As a trannie I want a more feminine shape and I hate false pads and forms and fillers. So I reckoned changing my body shape was the way to go and if I got decent boobs then I could show them off thus increasing my ability to pass as female and allowing me to live as female.
Some people on here have pointed out to me that my desire to live as a female and to reshape my body indicates that my drives are more transexual than TV and I find it hard to argue with this because I suspect that they are right. I don't think I have the gender dysphoria of a true transexual and I do regard my self as androgynous - happy to be somewhere between truly male and truly female, but I am finding that the female side of me is becoming dominant and I rarely spend time in "male mode" in any more.
I admit that I find the whole thing very confusing in many ways, but I guess my unanswered question is rather different from those posted above. My question is "why do I want to be more female?" and I cannot answer that.
Beverley