[Heaven's Night]

I shouldn't have posted this thread and I should never say things at all... Not when I'm pissed off about something, because being too open and honest with how I feel always comes to bite me in the ass.

I'm a horribly bad person saying horrible things and people pick me apart and make me look even worse when ever I open up about something. The difference is that I kept so much inside for ages and I'm tired of it. I should never vent to anybody, it always makes me look bad. I speak out before I think. I'm naive, childish and nasty piece of work when I'm hitting rock bottom with something.

I think this thread is ripe for deletion, its not doing what I intended it for if people just dig up all the bad things I've said, take it out of context and make me look bad for it. Yea, I can say shitty things on bad days, I'm imperfect for internet.  I had regret already at the moment I posted the original post... Which btw had nothing to do with any bad things I have said on crappy days, I didn't want this until it was dug up and rubbed on my face. People will keep on digging into this and it will only hurt me. I don't want to discuss this any more.