[HelloDiDi]

Sorry to hear it has been rough for you lately, but glad to hear your outing is going well, proud of you DiDi! Screw those rude people, their opinion doesn't matter at all, what matters is what you feel inside and what you really want. Also even though you may not be 100% passable for now remember you are still on herbals and not yet on pharma HRT which is the big deal for transgender women. You have still  A LOT of potential changes DiDi, i'd say it is more a matter of personality and learning to live more like a woman in daily life rather than just physics. Anyways your pictures is shocking! Look at those smooth legs! And hips! I see also your cute nips there  " alt="" title="">

Even though you posted some pictures idk much the proportions of your body so i can't say much about it, but if you feel still some distress about what those rude people said: remember not all women are perfect models and some do look even less femenine than some (effeminate) bois, so don't worry about it.

Keep rockin' girl! You awesome <3

Rough time goes both ways, I had some awesome things happen too. It seems this is the way this stuff works, its all ups and downs all the time. And I'm way too sensitive and self aware. I shouldn't care that much, people say some times nasty shit that really hits me bad while the reality is much better than that.

I'm fairly certain things will become easier with time. Its just that I seem to need the validation from others to feel at peace with myself. Most of the time I see my body way worse, then I hear such compliments which make my jaw drop. Just like what you just said. <3 The pressure on the looks is definitely way much worse than for majority of cis women. Heck, I know bunch of them who don't look nearly as good as I do and not even as fem as I can with little effort. And don't get me started on boobs.

Thank gods I have friends and venting channels when shit gets nasty. Without these shoulders to cry I against it would be many times worse.