Late last year, I purchased BO through Amazon. For years I have dreamed of having a feminine body as a male. Breasts and hips specifically. It's been an intense fantasy since I was a teen and has followed me all these years to now. When the BO finally arrived, I couldn't take any. My stomach had such a strong reaction to just knowing what I had that it made me sick. This feeling scared me, so I sent the BO back since I never opened any of the packagings.
Now BO is back in stock, and it's been in my cart for days. But I haven't bought it because even though I want it, my body seemed to reject the idea as soon as it could have been a reality. Does this mean I don't actually want this? Has anyone else felt this sudden feeling of dread before starting?