I am very grateful for all your warm welcoming messages, thank you 
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Even if my teen years are almost ended (i'll be 20 next month) i still feel very confused and fragile with a weak personality, and never felt completely comfortable with my body, these things have impacted how i perceive myself and how i don't fit the typical "male role" as i should and as everyone expects.
During my teen years i looked to my school friends and started wondering how would a female body feel compared to a male one, or at least some feminine features like a softer and more curvy body, or yeah a chest with sensitive boobs (kinda similar to what Shirazmn described). That said, i know i am a male, i always lived as a male, and saying i am a woman inside wouldn't be honest. I think for being a female someone has to truly believe and feel it. On the contrary i don't even know if i am able to be man nor if i want it really. So if this NBE experience leads to new feelings and sensations then i want to try it, because yeah i feel like i should explore and maybe know myself more?
Anyway, thanks again for the welcome, for telling bits of your experience and for listening me, i do really appreciate you all a lot. 
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