[GamerGurl]

Well, you may have to do what plenty of other trans people have done. Get a 2nd job, make cut backs in your life (i.e. no cable, no more eating out). It's not easy, but changing genders isn't easy... or cheap. Basically, you gotta ask yourself how much you want it. From what you say, it sounds like it's something you really want. So, now you just gotta make changes so you can get it.

This is painfully correct


Tomorrow I have an appointment with my counselor, so I'll be dumping onto her all that I shared here. Lets hope she doesn't freak out too badly at the castration attempt, or my next reply will be from an institution >_<