20-03-2016, 07:11 PM
I'm fighting the urge to engage in self destructive behavior. This is how desperate I am getting.
I've been reading up on gruesome methods for self castration. THIS is how desperate I am getting. Lucky for me I am afraid of pain, and as we all know, pain is exponentially amplified in that specific area.
Still, I need to get these medications before I lose myself enough to try any of the methods I read about.
Oops, too late. I tried to wrap a hair tie around my testicles a few times last night in hopes I'd cut off circulation. All I did was cause surface pain and leave some ugly marks >_<
I've been reading up on gruesome methods for self castration. THIS is how desperate I am getting. Lucky for me I am afraid of pain, and as we all know, pain is exponentially amplified in that specific area.
Still, I need to get these medications before I lose myself enough to try any of the methods I read about.
Oops, too late. I tried to wrap a hair tie around my testicles a few times last night in hopes I'd cut off circulation. All I did was cause surface pain and leave some ugly marks >_<