18-10-2021, 08:31 PM
(This post was last modified: 18-10-2021, 08:32 PM by PerkyAcups.)
I started taking high doses of PM and using PM cream as a fetish. In the beginning it was a rush taking PM knowing I might actually grow irreversible breasts. I told myself I will stop before I bud. The pink fog is a real thing. The more I took PM the more I wanted my breasts to grow. My mind shifted from not letting myself bud to stopping once I started to bud. After several starts and stops it happened. I started budding, but I couldn't stop. The pink fog kept me going to make sure I knew for sure I had irreversible permanent female breasts.
My goal was to have A cup real permanent female breasts that I couldn't make go away. So fast forward to today. It has been many months since I last did NBE. I can fill out a 42B bra. Although I don't wear a bra. I was shocked when I realized I have B cup breasts. My chest has lost its masculine look. My upper chest lost all of its fullness and my breasts have rounded out and hang like female breasts off of my chest wall. I grow so little chest hair it is hard to hide the feminine look of my chest.
So what is my life like now with breasts? I still live, dress, and act like a very masculine male. However, knowing I have female breasts takes its toll on me somedays. I think to myself, I am not the man I used to be anymore. That is maybe the hardest part. This summer I was self conscious about taking my shirt off at the pool and beach. I caught a friend take a double look at my chest one afternoon getting in the pool. I know he noticed my breasts.
Everything makes my nipples hard and even when they are not hard they still poke through every tshirt. My tshirts fit me differently now. Before my masculine chest would fill the top of my shirt. Now my tshirts drape over my breasts, not touching the top of my chest.
So yes, I have breasts now. Nothing but surgery will make them go away. Somedays I am disbelief and would do anything to take it back and go back to my normal masculine chest. But most days I really like my breasts. I love how feminine they look. I love how they jiggle sometimes and how they sag when I lean over. Or how they squeeze together when I lay on my side. I love how I can't control my nipples getting hard all the time. All of these are reminders I don't have a masculine chest anymore. Although i went to far and they are permanent I stopped soon enough to keep them small enough where most people probably wouldn't notice and small enough to where I can simply blame it on gyno, but big enough for me to know I have breasts. My breasts are part of me know. I am really growing to like them and would miss them if I didn't have them.
I am not trying to be a downer for everyone growing breasts and trying to stay male. Keep on your journey. Although I never in my wildest dreams thought I would be a man with female breasts. I really like them and probably would do it again. I just wanted to share my experiences having grown female breasts. I attached a picture I took last night to show my current size. I love to read each of your comments. Many of you have responded and given me advice and opinions on the way. I want to thank each of you.
My goal was to have A cup real permanent female breasts that I couldn't make go away. So fast forward to today. It has been many months since I last did NBE. I can fill out a 42B bra. Although I don't wear a bra. I was shocked when I realized I have B cup breasts. My chest has lost its masculine look. My upper chest lost all of its fullness and my breasts have rounded out and hang like female breasts off of my chest wall. I grow so little chest hair it is hard to hide the feminine look of my chest.
So what is my life like now with breasts? I still live, dress, and act like a very masculine male. However, knowing I have female breasts takes its toll on me somedays. I think to myself, I am not the man I used to be anymore. That is maybe the hardest part. This summer I was self conscious about taking my shirt off at the pool and beach. I caught a friend take a double look at my chest one afternoon getting in the pool. I know he noticed my breasts.
Everything makes my nipples hard and even when they are not hard they still poke through every tshirt. My tshirts fit me differently now. Before my masculine chest would fill the top of my shirt. Now my tshirts drape over my breasts, not touching the top of my chest.
So yes, I have breasts now. Nothing but surgery will make them go away. Somedays I am disbelief and would do anything to take it back and go back to my normal masculine chest. But most days I really like my breasts. I love how feminine they look. I love how they jiggle sometimes and how they sag when I lean over. Or how they squeeze together when I lay on my side. I love how I can't control my nipples getting hard all the time. All of these are reminders I don't have a masculine chest anymore. Although i went to far and they are permanent I stopped soon enough to keep them small enough where most people probably wouldn't notice and small enough to where I can simply blame it on gyno, but big enough for me to know I have breasts. My breasts are part of me know. I am really growing to like them and would miss them if I didn't have them.
I am not trying to be a downer for everyone growing breasts and trying to stay male. Keep on your journey. Although I never in my wildest dreams thought I would be a man with female breasts. I really like them and probably would do it again. I just wanted to share my experiences having grown female breasts. I attached a picture I took last night to show my current size. I love to read each of your comments. Many of you have responded and given me advice and opinions on the way. I want to thank each of you.