Breast Growth For Genetic Males

I started taking high doses of PM and using PM cream as a fetish. In the beginning it was a rush taking PM knowing I might actually grow irreversible breasts.  I told myself I will stop before I bud. The pink fog is a real thing. The more I took PM the more I wanted my breasts to grow.  My mind shifted from not letting myself bud to stopping once I started to bud.  After several starts and stops it happened.  I started budding, but I couldn't stop.  The pink fog kept me going to make sure I knew for sure I had irreversible permanent female breasts.   

My goal was to have A cup real permanent female breasts that I couldn't make go away.  So fast forward to today. It has been many months since I last did NBE.  I can fill out a 42B bra. Although I don't wear a bra.  I was shocked when I realized I have B cup breasts.  My chest has lost its masculine look.  My upper chest lost all of its fullness and my breasts have rounded out and hang like female breasts off of my chest wall.  I grow so little chest hair it is hard to hide the feminine look of my chest.  

So what is my life like now with breasts?   I still live, dress, and act like a very masculine male.  However, knowing I have female breasts takes its toll on me somedays. I think to myself, I am not the man I used to be anymore.  That is maybe the hardest part.  This summer I was self conscious about taking my shirt off at the pool and beach.  I caught a friend take a double look at my chest one afternoon getting in the pool. I know he noticed my breasts.  

Everything makes my nipples hard and even when they are not hard they still poke through every tshirt.  My tshirts fit me differently now. Before my masculine chest would fill the top of my shirt. Now my tshirts drape over my breasts, not touching the top of my chest.  

So yes, I have breasts now. Nothing but surgery will make them go away.  Somedays I am disbelief and would do anything to take it back and go back to my normal masculine chest.  But most days I really like my breasts.  I love how feminine they look.  I love how they jiggle sometimes and how they sag when I lean over.  Or how they squeeze together when I lay on my side. I love how I can't control my nipples getting hard all the time.  All of these are reminders I don't have a masculine chest anymore.  Although i went to far and they are permanent I stopped soon enough to keep them small enough where most people probably wouldn't notice and small enough to where I can simply blame it on gyno, but big enough for me to know I have breasts.  My breasts are part of me know. I am really growing to like them and would miss them if I didn't have them.  

I am not trying to be a downer for everyone growing breasts and trying to stay male.  Keep on your journey. Although I never in my wildest dreams thought I would be a man with female breasts.  I really like them and probably would do it again.  I just wanted to share my experiences having grown female breasts.  I attached a picture I took last night to show my current size.  I love to read each of your comments.  Many of you have responded and given me advice and opinions on the way. I want to thank each of you. 

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(18-10-2021, 08:31 PM)PerkyAcups Wrote: [ -> ]I started taking high doses of PM and using PM cream as a fetish. In the beginning it was a rush taking PM knowing I might actually grow irreversible breasts.  I told myself I will stop before I bud. The pink fog is a real thing. The more I took PM the more I wanted my breasts to grow.  My mind shifted from not letting myself bud to stopping once I started to bud.  After several starts and stops it happened.  I started budding, but I couldn't stop.  The pink fog kept me going to make sure I knew for sure I had irreversible permanent female breasts.   

My goal was to have A cup real permanent female breasts that I couldn't make go away.  So fast forward to today. It has been many months since I last did NBE.  I can fill out a 42B bra. Although I don't wear a bra.  I was shocked when I realized I have B cup breasts.  My chest has lost its masculine look.  My upper chest lost all of its fullness and my breasts have rounded out and hang like female breasts off of my chest wall.  I grow so little chest hair it is hard to hide the feminine look of my chest.  

So what is my life like now with breasts?   I still live, dress, and act like a very masculine male.  However, knowing I have female breasts takes its toll on me somedays. I think to myself, I am not the man I used to be anymore.  That is maybe the hardest part.  This summer I was self conscious about taking my shirt off at the pool and beach.  I caught a friend take a double look at my chest one afternoon getting in the pool. I know he noticed my breasts.  

Everything makes my nipples hard and even when they are not hard they still poke through every tshirt.  My tshirts fit me differently now. Before my masculine chest would fill the top of my shirt. Now my tshirts drape over my breasts, not touching the top of my chest.  

So yes, I have breasts now. Nothing but surgery will make them go away.  Somedays I am disbelief and would do anything to take it back and go back to my normal masculine chest.  But most days I really like my breasts.  I love how feminine they look.  I love how they jiggle sometimes and how they sag when I lean over.  Or how they squeeze together when I lay on my side. I love how I can't control my nipples getting hard all the time.  All of these are reminders I don't have a masculine chest anymore.  Although i went to far and they are permanent I stopped soon enough to keep them small enough where most people probably wouldn't notice and small enough to where I can simply blame it on gyno, but big enough for me to know I have breasts.  My breasts are part of me know. I am really growing to like them and would miss them if I didn't have them.  

I am not trying to be a downer for everyone growing breasts and trying to stay male.  Keep on your journey. Although I never in my wildest dreams thought I would be a man with female breasts.  I really like them and probably would do it again.  I just wanted to share my experiences having grown female breasts.  I attached a picture I took last night to show my current size.  I love to read each of your comments.  Many of you have responded and given me advice and opinions on the way. I want to thank each of you. 

 

Not a downer, we all set goals then change them, have moments of doubt or regret which usually pass. Like you I just wanted an a cup but that size being difficult to find sexy bras, b cups were much nicer and plentiful so kept growing them. I love them, how they look, feel and their freakish ability to turn people on. 
I can definitely not go top less, not because I'm bigger but just a different shape on a different shaped body but I'm okay with that. Well underweight which is not a good thing but an obsession.
Past the point of caring when people notice them and though I think they are just right I will see a lovely pair outside or on TV looking impressive under a blouse or pullover and think I wish those were mine and am suddenly in a hurry again to grow more.
All started from just wanting a little a cup.

Drew, thank you the response.  I have read your replies on lots of peoples posts. You are very helpful and I have learned alot reading your replies. 

For me, I wanted to make sure I could still go topless. Even if I am a little self conscious about it.  For some reason I really wanted to have actual breast tissue. Something about being a male and knowing I have real female breasts was more important than the size. I would like them to be just a little bigger, but I think I am at a very good place right now.  Most people may not notice, but some will.   

(19-10-2021, 05:45 PM)PerkyAcups Wrote: [ -> ]Drew, thank you the response.  I have read your replies on lots of peoples posts. You are very helpful and I have learned alot reading your replies. 

For me, I wanted to make sure I could still go topless. Even if I am a little self conscious about it.  For some reason I really wanted to have actual breast tissue. Something about being a male and knowing I have real female breasts was more important than the size. I would like them to be just a little bigger, but I think I am at a very good place right now.  Most people may not notice, but some will.   

wow! such a compliment.
Well it's normal that you should feel self conscious as you have undertaken something that others may see as not on the norm. Having actual breast tissue is exciting, it's something that can never be taken away apart from by surgery but who wants that.
We are allowed to live a male life in our everyday life, hell I do and it's violent at times (legally) but in our own private and personal lives it's okay to be fem and have boobs if you want them, why not!
Don't be afraid of getting bigger if that is your desire, I was afraid too, in fact petrified that friends and colleagues would look at me and think 'is Drew on hormones' but actually nobody really cares too much, that's quite unbelievable but true. To most it's the person you are that matters not your cup size, well that's my experience though I do still hide them and not flaunt. Am sure colleagues have noticed and talked but it's the person you are that counts.
Oh and yes I get it with the hard nipples, they do comment on my protruding nipples, I blame that on just being cold.....that's lame I know but shuts them up.

Awesome topic, im in the same boat. Its a love hate relationship for me. I'm still on pm I definitely can relate. I was on BO for awhile, I cut back after I budded. But by that point the changes already happen. And yet I kept going. Don't get down on yourself. I find dressing up now and then brings back that feeling why we started.