Bit of an update as the dust has settled a bit with moving. Which isn't even all done yet. Tomorrow we're going to pack hopefully most of the stuff that is still left and start cleaning our old place. Thankfully we're not in a rush to go as there aren't new tenants coming in right away. Its crazy, being less than a week in our new home, the old place stinks like mold up to high heavens! Its crazy, I didn't even notice it being so bad while we lived there and its not our stuff because nothing in our new place stinks like that. Kidan damp, nasty smell which I know so well from some other houses which were falling apart.
I went for my second and likely last professional laser session today. My laser tech/plastic surgeon lady over there is really nice, we talked about trans healthcare and SRS surgery stuff, she's really interested about the subject as its a professional interest and something she's not in know about yet. And we talked about booking me for some cosmetic enhancements, which might with luck be coming later this year. I so much want it, feels like "FFS lite" sort of thing.
I've had my mental health take a huge hit lately though. The complete betrayal of our healthcare system is really hurting me a lot. I feel that now I'm completely on my own. I will still play along for a bit, I'll try to get the prescriptions for the HRT stuff I should get and I will get the SRS referral letters and obviously the vocal chord surgery which should work out as it doesn't seem to have some crazy BMI requirement on it. I'll try to get these but I wont expect a damn thing. Once I'm done with these things, they can totally fuck off for all I care. I feel betrayed and tossed aside, my rights trampled by politically made decisions which have zero to do with healthcare and all to do with making lives difficult by cutting funding with excuses. And its also transphobic because a lot of transpeople will not fit their one size fits all thinking with BMI which is outdated method anyway.
But this betrayal has a silver lining. I'm free now, on my own, but I'm free. I can arrange what ever I want to once there's money for it. I might need to wait SRS longer as its so expensive but this means I can pick who does it, with what technique, where and so on. I wont get a run-off-the-mill Finnish pussy job, I can go straight to the world class perfection as its only about money that decides it. I don't have my hands tied by unrealistic BMI requirements. I can be as big as I want! Now I can pursue becoming super curvy from my hearts content. Private healthcare wont deny me for BMI requirements as I'm healthy and so on. I can now go all in with NBE too and not worry about possible weight gain too much.
I have decided to keep my Pioglitazone experiment going. Its proving amazing along with topical PPAR-y activation. I'm surprised how the Vitex & EPO combo appears to be helping so I ordered four month supply. The DMSO + olive oil for absorbing topicals is amazing, there's zero reason to not keep this experiment going on as it is. If it works, don't break it. I'm more than a month without prog now, unfortunate but I can't get more at the moment. Positive thing is, there's no breast volume loss, quite the opposite as I'm growing more even without prog other than the cream which isn't much. I'm quite sure I would have had even more growth with it, but this works just fine. Besides, I seem to be developing a lot of projection again which is perfect, more proejction means more space for fat graft which will likely be quite mind blowing one as now there's so much more to work with. It'll be outer and upper fullness for shape and then maximum volume possible, there's more surface area compared to last time, so more space to make it work and I'll tell my surgeon to go all in with it.
He said we will use mostly lower belly fat which is frigging cool as that's where I gain so much and so easy. Guess what happens to the transferred fat if I gain weight? Now that there's no boundaries on how far I can take this, I sure will. Noting's gonna hold me back now from compensating for this setback with SRS.
I'm not far from 35 month mark, I think it'll be bra shopping time soon too... I'll update latest by that time. I will be soon out of town and mostly offline, once moving is complete, I so so badly need some time to rest and unwind from everything.