[HelloDiDi]

You have beautiful tits If I didn't know the owner, I would say that they are women's tits, because every woman would be satisfied with them 

Trans woman is a woman.

I wish I saw it that nicely too... Its difficult. I keep seeing big but flat boobs and way too big frame. Its a mind fuck.

[HelloDiDi]

Hi DIDI
One of many things I love about your breasts are the way they are forming.
What I mean is that you have very nice bottom shape, and your nipples are pointing straight ahead. Just like those perky tits that all the women yearn for.
What ever you and mother nature are doing is working very well!
Huggs
Bobbi

Thanks Bobbi. <3

It just bothers me so much, I keep getting better measurements all the time and yet they look too small on me. I really like my shape though... Feels like the gap n the middle is finally starting to fill in. Its way easier to make a cleavage than it was some time ago. And the volume doesn't lie, I just wish the looks went hand in hand with it. Its better all the time, but heck I want to get those few missing sizes.

Did I mention I bought a new bra, I should get it next week. Its a nice plain black push up bra, wide band and straps can be removed. I really love strapless push up bras, I'm hoping the size will fit. Reading the reviews, they said that its good to take one or two sizes bigger than normal so I opted for 38/85 H. If its spacey, that's fine too as then I'll have a new goal bra. The previous one is really close of becoming a snug fit soon. It wont take much to reach that.

[Drew]

Hi DIDI
One of many things I love about your breasts are the way they are forming.
What I mean is that you have very nice bottom shape, and your nipples are pointing straight ahead. Just like those perky tits that all the women yearn for.
What ever you and mother nature are doing is working very well!
Huggs
Bobbi

Thanks Bobbi. <3

It just bothers me so much, I keep getting better measurements all the time and yet they look too small on me. I really like my shape though... Feels like the gap n the middle is finally starting to fill in. Its way easier to make a cleavage than it was some time ago. And the volume doesn't lie, I just wish the looks went hand in hand with it. Its better all the time, but heck I want to get those few missing sizes.

Did I mention I bought a new bra, I should get it next week. Its a nice plain black push up bra, wide band and straps can be removed. I really love strapless push up bras, I'm hoping the size will fit. Reading the reviews, they said that its good to take one or two sizes bigger than normal so I opted for 38/85 H. If its spacey, that's fine too as then I'll have a new goal bra. The previous one is really close of becoming a snug fit soon. It wont take much to reach that.

Don't let it bother you so much Didi they look great and you are an inspiration to us all your dedication is overwhelming. Frame. ...if I had your tit's on my frame I would be a porno star No, not really.
Howevery got to go, not very well right now so my last post for a while I think nothing serious though, but just wanted to add, you are killing it Didi don't get upset or compare yourself with others you are more than just fine. See you all in a few weeks am off now I think. But Didi stop fretting about frame you actually aren't that big frame wise and will get smaller am sure of it, weirdly that thing happens just takes time. Also we all think we look small but that doesn't stop strangers from staring. Just keep on doing what you are doing because you are doing it right.

[HelloDiDi]

Don't let it bother you so much Didi they look great and you are an inspiration to us all your dedication is overwhelming. Frame. ...if I had your tit's on my frame I would be a porno star No, not really.
Howevery got to go, not very well right now so my last post for a while I think, but just wanted to add, you are killing it Didi don't get upset or compare yourself with others you are more than just fine. See you all in a few weeks am off now I think. But Didi stop fretting about frame you actually aren't that big frame wise and will get smaller.

Thanks. <3

You know that's the stupid thing about it... Would I be smaller with this breast growth, it would look crazy... But it doesn't and I need those extra few sizes to get there. Which likely will happen, so it seems. I'm far away of having them boobies mature yet.

If HRT and exercise do their thing, I guess so. Slimmer midsection would be really something.

[HelloDiDi]

Day 20

Bust: loose 49,6", tight/normal 48,5"
Band: very tight 35,0", snug fit: 36,8"
Ratio, max: Weekly average 14,2" +0,4" since last week.
Volume: 1594,75 )L=834,75 R=759,5
Cupsize: 38/85 G (36,8":14,2"=2,99)

Nothing else to report at this time, except that the measurements are telling a tale once again. During the last two weeks, my bust/band ratio grew by 1,2", I'm talking about the rolling weekly average. This week the change was 0,4", last week a whopping 0,8". Mostly due to loosing band length and I think I've gained some fullness, the volume is going up up up.

There has been only one time before I measured a rapid change like this and that started after few weeks on Lotus program. What I think is going on is that my body is starting to adapt to the hormonal change and the E is gaining momentum. I will make a prediction that this growth spurt will continue roughly five weeks and then slow down. By this pace the ratio might be up to 15" in less than two weeks. We'll see.  

The higher E level is doing its thing, I'm clearly having some sort of a T spike going on... I've had morning erections several times which had been away for months. And for some reason I've had very intense sex dreams last two nights. Both times some sort of group action with several girls. Mostly some who I know irl which is kinda rare as people in my dreams are either a mix of several irl friends or completely unknown but this time its been people I actually know. This is odd, I normally rarely have sex dreams, but they've been much more frequent lately. Can't complain, having fun with three hot blonde girls at the same time was a lot of fun.

[HelloDiDi]

Day 24

Bust: loose 49,7", tight/normal 48,3"
Band: very tight 35,0", snug fit: 36,8"
Ratio, max: Weekly average 14,5" +0,5" since last week.
Volume: 1632  L=832 R=800
Cupsize: 38/85 G (36,8":14,7"=2,92)


I've seen this pattern before, one week fast grow, the next one slower and then it goes faster again. I didn't expect things to move on like this, again I measured record cup size and volume, loose bust measurement is also close to breaking into new record. No idea if I will loose more band length or not, its been measuring about the same for a week now. breast volume is obviously growing and I think finally I'm starting to show decent projection. I snapped a point of view picture which looks quite different than a similar picture from yearly this year, not to mention one from last year. I should make some nice comparison picture some time soon, I'm just too inconsistent with taking pictures from the same angles.

The volume measurement is a bit tricky one to keep consistent but I think I've finally figured out how I can get it without crazy errors. Looking at how the numbers fluctuate, there must be some days when I haven't got it right. Too bad there's not a tattooed dot under my armpit to get it exactly the same way each time. It would be funny to tattoo tiny dots for measuring purposes.  

It seems like the T spike has now gone, morning wood is gone again I think... Finally, I don't really miss that randomness much. I think my mood will very likely get more stable soon. Last few weeks have been a bit of a roller coaster again. The time frame seems to correlate with the approximate time it takes for phytoestrogen to clear off, not surprised really. It seems like the E is starting to reign for real.

[HelloDiDi]

Day 25

Nothing new to say about measurements, other than my bust is growing as expected, band hasn't really changed. Cup size steadily in euro G range. I'm feeling great today, melting as usual though. The weather should get cooler soon which is very welcome. I went and got three weeks sick leave booked, once its over, I'm gonna continue it. I decided that I really badly need time off, time for myself to deal with things... I'm not ready to be pushed into full time job/school right now... It was pain in the ass to explain, at the trans clinic it would be all in the days work, but to explain dysphoria induced anxiety and so on to someone who has never dealt with patients like that is really a piece of work.

I picked up my new bra today, as I expected, its my new goal bra. Very sturdy and gives awesome support, I'm really in love with strapless push up bras. Its my second one of this kind and second from the same brand as the leopard bra is. The band is very wide, I think its close to 3" or something. Cups are perfect width, but they're bit too deep so I need to use extra padding for now. I would think I'm one size away from filling them up without any tricks, that's less space to cover than the last time I got a goal bra.

I did as the reviews said and got one size bigger than I thought I would need and it was definitely a good choice. 85 G would have likely been perfect now, but this one being 85 H (38 G US size) gives it way more mileage as I can fill the gap with padding for now. I'm convinced I will grow into it in less than a year if the current pace keeps up. And even after that I bet this one will fit for a long time. Its lovely, looks really nice with a dress or some open top. It seems the way to go with bras to get ones with wide enough cups, I'm hoping to get more projection so it would be easier with the depth. Most cups that are wide enough seem to be too deep.. But it looks like this is getting easier as time goes by. I can't wait to get to the point when the push up quality of these lovelies will get to full potential, with this kind of support its gonna look amazing once my boobs fill up enough.  

Anyone with wide, shallow breasts, try bras with shorter band and wide cups and get some which are open from the top and have a wide very supportive band.

[HelloDiDi]

Day 26

No measurements yet as I'm noogling right now, I forgot to take them early and oh well... Today's numbers might get little extra from swelling. Interestingly, I don't seem to get much of a difference in numbers with pumping, but it makes big time temporary fullness. Usually I measure always before noogling so it wont mess up my data collecting, but today will be an exception which I will mark down so I'll remember it later.

I ran out of Estrofem yesterday and switched to Progynova today. I wonder if they will act differently or not. Jump to the deep end once again.

Today will be rather interesting, I'm trying to achieve a good swelling from pumping and then try how well my new bra fits. With max swelling I get about one cup size more temporarily so it will be very interesting little experiment. I might take some pictures.

I may have figured out an easy way to get a HRT prescription quite fast btw, that would be amazing as it would mean I could get my medicine the official route way before dealing with the trans clinic, just get the prescription and buy my meds from where ever I wish, even the cheap ones from abroad, then if the customs seize it and ask for documentation, I will have a valid prescription to show. I'll update on this as things go on.

Nothing to say on my previous pics with the new bra? Its my new love affair for sure, accentuates like crazy and its super comfy.

[HelloDiDi]

Day 27

Bust: loose 49,9", tight/normal 48,2"
Band: very tight 34,8", snug fit: 36,8"
Ratio, max: 15,1"(11,4") Weekly average 14,7" +0,5" since last week.
Volume: 1635  L=845 R=800
Cupsize: 38/85 G (36,8" : 12,5" = 2,94)


I ran out of MSM, have to be few days without as I will order the larger bag which is way cheaper. Switched from Estrofem to Progynova yesterday as the former unfortunately ran out. Interesting how the measurements correlate on figuring out cup size, the sfem method measures me in the middle of G cup range, tight/snug fit bust/band ratio does too, (11,4" - 4" = 7,4"= G cup on euro sizes.)

I really love my new bra, I can get around it, this is the best one I've ever had so far. Looks great without straps with open tops.

[HelloDiDi]

Day 27

Everything's just like yesterday pretty far. No changes about measurements.

But there's something I need help with. I got a very peculiar hormonal effect going on, I had no idea this is a thing, but apparently it is something that some women experience during pregnancy or puberty. I have this faint line between my genitals and belly button which looks like its skin pigment. My gf noted that that's something pregnant women some times get. Apparently this happens when a certain E level is reached, now my problem is that I can not get labs done for quite some time and I'm not wishing to overdo my program to avoid possible health issues.

I'm asking you lovelies to help me out if you have any information on this, knowing at what kind of hormone levels this happens could be really valuable information, if you know anything about this, please chime in and speak out, you might do me a big favor. I got to say, knowing that pubescent and pregnant women might have this going in is validating as heck.

EDIT:
I got a short answer from whackopedia... Of course it didn't give any details, apparently there's many causes for this, but the most common ones seem to be hormonal and in my case I think that's obvious. If anyone knows better, chime in please. <3