Arksangle, I hope you are doing well and in research assimilation mode. (No Borg intended) I apologize in taking so long to post the follow up I promised you. I and my alter ego have had a rough couple of weeks. I agree with what Cheryl said. I had hoped she would post to this question. Since she is going though a journey that you have proposed. Now a little about myself. I tell you this so you will understand that I have some small understanding of where you are coming from. You are not alone. There are others out there with stories similar to your own.
I am a 39 year old biological male like yourself. Due to some events that happened to me at the end of last year and the first part of this year. I came to realize that I needed to explore a side of myself that I have always considered wrong and kept repressed. I needed to come to a greater understanding of me. So that I could live with more acceptance of myself. That led me here to this forum where I began my journey. Here, There is allot of information available for the purpose of breast development. The old forum ,now the archive site. (Under the biological male section.) Has personal posts from other males seeking breasts ,and more, in their personal journeys .Where will this take me? I do not know. At the moment I am content to be just be me and male.With a few modifications. I spend time researching and asking myself questions for a better understanding of myself.
I wanted to give you a link to a web site I found ,personally, to be of help. I will also list for you the links to the sites forums. I found a great sense of comfort here on this site and the one I am going to list. Because, I realized that there were others out there with stories like mine and what they did about it. I was not the freak I thought I was ,or others were for that matter. Many times while reading threads I said “hey, that is me”.
Like Cheryl said do this right. Seek professional help before you make any major life altering decisions. Self medicating with out proper research can be dangerous. I am not an expert but I wish to pass along information that I found helpful.
This is the main site. Be sure to follow all the links on the left side of the screen to help with definitions.
Site main page.
http://www.lauras-playground.com/
This is the link to the forum main page.
http://www.lauras-playground.com/forums/...hp?act=idx
This link has information on finding a therapist you feel comfotable with. Use the search box at the bottom of the screen to help locate the threads.
http://www.lauras-playground.com/forums/...owforum=14
Lastly here is forum link where I found some self-clarification.
http://www.lauras-playground.com/forums/index.php?act=SF&s=&f=24
If you have any questions. I will do what I can to help. Please feel free to PM me or use the email link on my profile page to ask. I will PM you back ASAP.
andy