I've always liked girls and I guess I've found it hard to make male friends for as long as I can remember. I've never been much into macho things but I've never been a femboy either. My early and initial sexual arousals all came about either viewing or playing in lingerie and I can still remember the first time I saw a gorgeous girl in suspenders and stockings when I was quite young that I had a physical reaction to. I was hooked for life on girls in lingerie.
Erotic female appeal has been with me all my life and I've indulged in lingerie to varying degrees as a soothing aid since my teens. For a while I was even occasionally wearing panties and stockings under my business clothes and more recently I've started to wear panties more regularly rather than as just an occasional fetish thing. However my wife of 40+ years has never understood and never engaged in any meaningful way by either indulging in lingerie as erotica herself or helping me indulge myself. For most of my married life it has been a repressed fetish.
A couple of years ago I think I accidentally started to develop a little gynecomastia due to medication I was taking but I've now become obsessed with my boobs. I'm now willing them to develop more but I'm also starting to wonder how much of that is due to wanting to develop a fetish revenge body (that I really think I will enjoy anyway) because my wife has been non sexual for decades now.
What main reasons do other males staying male think triggered their desire to have breasts? Is a revenge body a possibility?
Does this make any sense at all?
Erotic female appeal has been with me all my life and I've indulged in lingerie to varying degrees as a soothing aid since my teens. For a while I was even occasionally wearing panties and stockings under my business clothes and more recently I've started to wear panties more regularly rather than as just an occasional fetish thing. However my wife of 40+ years has never understood and never engaged in any meaningful way by either indulging in lingerie as erotica herself or helping me indulge myself. For most of my married life it has been a repressed fetish.
A couple of years ago I think I accidentally started to develop a little gynecomastia due to medication I was taking but I've now become obsessed with my boobs. I'm now willing them to develop more but I'm also starting to wonder how much of that is due to wanting to develop a fetish revenge body (that I really think I will enjoy anyway) because my wife has been non sexual for decades now.
What main reasons do other males staying male think triggered their desire to have breasts? Is a revenge body a possibility?
Does this make any sense at all?