[MaleSise]

I also like to read the experiences of others regarding intersexuality, because I myself am a part of them. We all evolve and grow up with time. There is a funny fact. I did not deny or deny my condition for the simple reason that I did not know what was wrong with me. I felt different, but I assumed most had similar "problems". At that time, information could not be obtained, because there was no Internet. The only way to get information was magazines, various media and professional books, which you could only get if you knew the issue.
Over time, when you decide that you are different after all, then denial comes, because it does not fit into the image of how you would like to see yourself. Then solutions are sought, such as going to the gym and thinking about surgery.
After a while, certain parts of growing up start to surface, flash backs and the brain starts to accept reality. And that was crazy for me.
Something else happened to me too. When I accepted my condition there was a great relief and I felt a rush of happiness and satisfaction and that was decisive. And that is not only that I accept my condition, but I also want to enjoy it and the change that my body is making

I see that you are informed about the experience of others and that first hand. Some people live their whole lives with these realizations and have both internal and external struggles. Luckily or not luckily (it depends on how you interpret it), I didn't go through those fights so explosively. For me, they only happened in adulthood. And at this age (currently I'm 49, baby face everyone gives me 10 years less ) the brain still accepts states and situations more easily