It has been a long time since I posted. I thought I would give an update. First off I read through all the posts again. I want to thank everyone for their replies.
I took 2,000mg of PM pills and massaged the serum into my chest twice a day for 25 days. I quit because my ED problems became much worse and I started feeling very self conscious about my breasts. I took maybe 3 months off pills but kept using the serum a couple times a week. I then took another 25 days of PM and serum. I am now off the pills again and just using the serum 2 times a day.
I attached new pictures as of today. I would say I probably haven't had any growth. But I will say I have become very aware of them.
They seem to jiggle more when I walk and even bounce when I run. They feel heavier and sometimes I think the breasts are slightly changing shapes.
When I look in the mirror I see a man with small breasts. some days I think that is hot and I really like it. Other days I want to hide them and super embarrassed about having breasts. When I get in the pool I feel like how can people not notice I have small girly breasts. When I was younger having very little chest hair showed the definition in my chest. Now I feel like not having chest hair makes my breasts even more feminine and stand out more.
But I think a lot of this is just in my head. I doubt I have had any growth. and I am a little scared were to go from here. I don't want to transition. I like being a manly man with a big beard and tattoos. But I get turned seeing myself with small breasts. I really want to see myself with breasts that are just a little bigger and just a little more defined.
I really appreciate everyone's replies. I read them often and take them all to heart. This is the only place I have to talk about this.