(29-01-2020, 10:51 PM)Troublewithnibbles Wrote: (29-01-2020, 12:57 PM)Drew Wrote: I just wanted an A cup.
When I fully fill a B cup will most likely want a C
Never liked men at all, but decided this year I will have one take my virginity.
Now that's a huge, huge change that I never saw coming.
Why do you think that this change has occurred?
Going to keep this as brief a possible, because am still not entirely comfortable with this theme.
Actually a very good question which I was too afraid to answer but will try now.
My initial reaction was to claim the hormones messing with my brain, rewiring my head, that would have been the convenient answer.
Blame everything on the oestrogen, that's easy!
I have never been attracted to men or their Gentleman parts, before the idea of letting a Gentlemen part anywhere near me was absurd.
So it was convenient for me to assume that while doing all I can to feminize my body the side effect was brain reprogramming to make me desire having a man on me.
But just over a year ago while p!aying with my bra's residents having a fantasy of a having man on me, I had an earth shattering experience, which came from deep within my body, though absolutely wonderful also scared the life out of me and put me in denial, convincing myself that I was having a hormone crisis. Flushed everything and was off everything for almost a year.
Am back on now and doing all I can to make my body as female and desirable as I can possibly make it, because even after a year off hormones I was still thinking about sex, a lot.
I suspect the hormones did actuality have an effect on my brain, but instead of forcing me to want sex with men which is the convenient excuse, they made me realise who I am, the person I have been vehemently suppressing my entire life.
Okay this is all guesswork, I know how I feel but am not a psychiatrist so am not qualified to analyse.
So my answer is I don't know, just guessing.