(27-02-2019, 05:54 AM)Nipply Russel Wrote: This does raise all sorts of questions, doesn't it? For example, why are we doing it? For someone who isn't transitioning (me), it's an attempt to satisfy some kind of desire that may or may not be sexual, but most likely is. I look down and see my small boobs and immediately start to get aroused. Pleasuring myself used to be heavily focused on mtf transition fantasies and was largely mental. Now it's much more about the real live mammaries that I possess. And even though the boobs have started to arrive, the equipment is working fabulously.
So no, I definitely WOULD NOT give up the use of my equipment. With no option of experiencing sex as a woman, I have a strong desire to maintain my ability to realize satisfaction as a man. If I couldn't do that, there'd be no sex at all...and that wouldn't be any fun for me. While some on here seem to be ok without any kind of sexual release, I don't think that's in the cards for me.
Some post op trans women are able to orgasm, unfortunately it can't really be known if one would be one of those lucky ladies until you have it done. I'm not sure I want to take that risk, but it is generally possible to achieve orgasm without an erection, though a lot of people seem to think it isn't.
My primary reason for doing any of this is that I want to be seen as hot by others. I tried doing this by bodybuilding when I was younger, but that was too much work for too little reward. That most people who are willing to be with a trans woman seem to prefer a non/pre op trans woman is a bit of a consideration. If I were to fully transition, including bottom surgery, I would just be a middle aged woman that's still pretty masculine, and not all that hot.
As I am now, I'm a kind of muscular person with some fat in the right places(and unfortunately a bit in the wrong places). I'm still a bit concerned even how I would look if I got the muscle loss a lot of trans women on pharma HRT get. Low dose pharma may or may not be healthier than PM long term, but so far on 3 years PM, I've maintained most of my muscles though it's pretty much impossible to lose weight.