[jannet.duff]

I dont need it and don't want it..

My wife has a differant take on the situation thou.

Fingers crossed, before the end of this year, or early next year, its not going to be an issue.

Admittedly, he doesnt get excited anymore.

[Happyme]

Hi Julie!
I'm happy with my little fellow, and dont see any need to let him go.
At least I enjoy just being able to find a tree and take a piss.
at best he sometimes, though rarely anymore, tries to stand at attention and I still enjoy the great sexual release.
So he can stay.
And beside the whole works has shrunk so much that tucking is very easy and looks quite natural.

Bobbi

[Nipply Russel]

This does raise all sorts of questions, doesn't it? For example, why are we doing it? For someone who isn't transitioning (me), it's an attempt to satisfy some kind of desire that may or may not be sexual, but most likely is. I look down and see my small boobs and immediately start to get aroused. Pleasuring myself used to be heavily focused on mtf transition fantasies and was largely mental. Now it's much more about the real live mammaries that I possess. And even though the boobs have started to arrive, the equipment is working fabulously.

So no, I definitely WOULD NOT give up the use of my equipment. With no option of experiencing sex as a woman, I have a strong desire to maintain my ability to realize satisfaction as a man. If I couldn't do that, there'd be no sex at all...and that wouldn't be any fun for me. While some on here seem to be ok without any kind of sexual release, I don't think that's in the cards for me.

[julieTG]

LOL
welcome to the mad see saw world of Julie

after being of e for 2 weeks, through man flue (i never take anything when ill)

I now have raised the e and libido has shit through the roof and mr happy is semi happy nearly all day, and is quite large , so yes would be a shame to see him go, he is now desired, lol

Mind you I seriously would get rid of the balls in a blink as blame them entirely

x

Julie
x

[Stevenator.]

BO is wonderful, but after a few months I’m unsure
those feeling are still there. The initial euphoria is gone, 
but I still take it. Lately I’ve been switching back and 
forth between BO & PM. I used to go cold turkey 
between breaks, but I’m trying this for a while to 
stimulate boobie growth.

[PaulaJ]

This does raise all sorts of questions, doesn't it? For example, why are we doing it? For someone who isn't transitioning (me), it's an attempt to satisfy some kind of desire that may or may not be sexual, but most likely is. I look down and see my small boobs and immediately start to get aroused. Pleasuring myself used to be heavily focused on mtf transition fantasies and was largely mental. Now it's much more about the real live mammaries that I possess. And even though the boobs have started to arrive, the equipment is working fabulously.

So no, I definitely WOULD NOT give up the use of my equipment. With no option of experiencing sex as a woman, I have a strong desire to maintain my ability to realize satisfaction as a man. If I couldn't do that, there'd be no sex at all...and that wouldn't be any fun for me. While some on here seem to be ok without any kind of sexual release, I don't think that's in the cards for me.

Some post op trans women are able to orgasm, unfortunately it can't really be known if one would be one of those lucky ladies until you have it done. I'm not sure I want to take that risk, but it is generally possible to achieve orgasm without an erection, though a lot of people seem to think it isn't.

My primary reason for doing any of this is that I want to be seen as hot by others. I tried doing this by bodybuilding when I was younger, but that was too much work for too little reward. That most people who are willing to be with a trans woman seem to prefer a non/pre op trans woman is a bit of a consideration. If I were to fully transition, including bottom surgery, I would just be a middle aged woman that's still pretty masculine, and not all that hot.

As I am now, I'm a kind of muscular person with some fat in the right places(and unfortunately a bit in the wrong places). I'm still a bit concerned even how I would look if I got the muscle loss a lot of trans women on pharma HRT get. Low dose pharma may or may not be healthier than PM long term, but so far on 3 years PM, I've maintained most of my muscles though it's pretty much impossible to lose weight.

[dementedClown]

Hi all

after spending most of the day on the pc porn surfing due to one of my high heat days, it suddenly occurred to me it would be a damn site easier being impotent and letting the damn thing just go and shrink away, but my mind really is not built that way,

Some mornings i awake and there it the vestige of manhood throbbing and nodding away for attention and I feel a sense of pride and go and feel my tits ?, go figure,

In the cold light of day I really can see the appeal of an orchi to quieten it down, or sometimes  I wish the wife would just turn around and say thats it dont like penetration now , you can do what you want and let it wither away or cage it ,

So who here feels this way now,

Do you like the tool below ?
Do you wish it gone, ?
Would an orchi appeal ?
If married do you wish your wife to say ok dump it
Do you still use it ?

Reason I ask on this thread is that I absolutely love using it, BUT I COULD SERIOUSLY NOW LET IT GO ?

which really is a first
x

Julie

x

I am a virgin whom noone ever loved so I can't say I relate. I would like to have sex one time to see whether or not I enjoy having a penis or not. Masturbating my dick is very dull and boring for me.

Although, you are older than me so maybe after many years of porn you have gotten bored. I can understand the boredom with porn, as it is not real and you cannot touch it.

As for women and sex-drive, all the women I know (both cis and trans) have sex-drive, I don't see why they wouldn't. According to data, women masturbate 50% the amount men do, but have disproportionately better and longer orgasms. Although there are about 30%-40% of women who (supposedly) don't achieve orgasm, my guess is due to either being wired mentally male, and/or no real attraction to their partners. From what I have gathered from the data, the transwomen who are mentally wired as male, cannot orgasm from their own sex-change pussy, you strike me though as mentally wired as female, or at least two-spirit, so your pussy should work for you in your case.

[anonymous657]

This is an interesting topic.  I am very much a male with the exception of having small breasts.  I enjoy sex, but ED has been very stressful for several years now.  Not being able to satisfy my wife is disheartening.  Years of porn and exhibitionism has affected me greatly.  If I can't satisfy my wife then it is useless and I want it to shrivel up to nothing.

[PleasantlyFascinated]

This is an interesting topic.  I am very much a male with the exception of having small breasts.  I enjoy sex, but ED has been very stressful for several years now.  Not being able to satisfy my wife is disheartening.  Years of porn and exhibitionism has affected me greatly.  If I can't satisfy my wife then it is useless and I want it to shrivel up to nothing.

It is a very interesting topic.  One that I’d always hoped to see more regularly explored.  Learning from others’ perspectives in such an anonymous forum seems as though it might be a lot like a 12 step program for the sexually conflicted male.

[anonymous657]

This is an interesting topic.  I am very much a male with the exception of having small breasts.  I enjoy sex, but ED has been very stressful for several years now.  Not being able to satisfy my wife is disheartening.  Years of porn and exhibitionism has affected me greatly.  If I can't satisfy my wife then it is useless and I want it to shrivel up to nothing.

It is a very interesting topic.  One that I’d always hoped to see more regularly explored.  Learning from others’ perspectives in such an anonymous forum seems as though it might be a lot like a 12 step program for the sexually conflicted male.

Pornography has led me to some dark places on the internet and rewired my brain.  Porn that would never have turned me on at all has turned into fetishes that go against who I feel like I am.  If I could go back I would stay completely away from internet porn and certainly wouldn't be walking around as man with female breasts.  Don't get me wrong, I like my little breasts. I think they look good on me. I love feeling them. I even like that feeling of being topless knowing some people notice I have a very feminine chest.  But I know I wouldn't have those feelings if I didn't dive into the porn rabbit hole.

the phrase, 'letting go of my manhood' has such a disheartening sound to me.  Looking in the mirror seeing my breasts and my limp penis that struggles to get hard anymore I see my manhood slipping away.  I am not the man I used to be and that makes me sad.  Especially knowing I did this to myself by taking PM. 

I am not trying to be debbie downer here.  this topic just really hit home pretty hard and I thought I would be honest.