Musings yesterday


Thought to myself I would like too work dressed as a woman

uh hold

no

I would like  to go too work AS a woman


HRT ? rewiring or levels of denial evaporating ?


Julie

If you think back, You probably had those feeling many times over the years.
For me this is a seasonal thing.
I'll go for months not even thinking about feminine things, and then one day I HAVE to do the whole thing, all my pretty things and well done makeup.
The desire is overwhelming.
But it goes away and normal levels of makeup and clothing and thoughts come back.
But if you really want to go to work dressed and mentally configured in Femme mode.
GO FOR IT.
And do lets us know how it turned out
Hugs
Bobbi

Not a F_______ G chance

x


Julie

where is your testicular fortitude  
bobbi

shrinking

Julie
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Musings yesterday


Thought to myself I would like too work dressed as a woman

uh hold

no

I would like  to go too work AS a woman


HRT ? rewiring or levels of denial evaporating ?


Julie

Nope had that thought many a time and a nice skirt would be much cooler in this weather!

I swear with all the sudden conflabs happening at work today and some possible paranoia on my part I think people at work have sussed things out........mind you I dont think I can hide things much longer anyway!

Had my letter through for my referral to the GIC yesterday only about a 2 year wait to be seen.............am going to be there well before I turn up especially at current dosage levels although that will quite likely work out in my favour I guess!

Megan

HRT ? rewiring or levels of denial evaporating ?


Elements of Both I expext, and I don`t think there`s any real way to dissentagle them. I remember having these exact same thoughts, some became a yearning, and eventually turn into "F*** it, I`m just going to do it anyway!" .
and then shortly afterwards it becomes the new normal and you move on to something else. xx