So my mental state has calmed down a bit. My desire to find a real world friend on a similar path has quieted down quite a bit. Also my curiosity to check out a place that does transformations has nearly been extinguished.

I am not sure what brought these about, but I believe I'm balancing back out again. Perhaps it was because I as out of town, or maybe I just haven't been keeping myself busy enough. I'm not really sure. It is quite possible that it may flair up again, guess we shall see. All I know is that I'm glad it is over. I was over analyzing things and it was taking me down a very dark path.

When you reach the bottom there's no place to go but up. What goes up must come down. That's me, a sine wave, a roller coaster ride that never ends.

Thanks everyone who shared their thoughts on My Dilemmas... This forum is absolutely phenomenal!

Hang in there we are all on this ride together!

When you reach the bottom there's no place to go but up. What goes up must come down. That's me, a sine wave, a roller coaster ride that never ends.

I feel your thoughts fire, hang on in there.

Fire,

Your post reminds me of my crossdressing dichotomy thread I made earlier:

http://www.breastnexus.com/showthread.php?tid=25340

In any case, it's nice to know you're feeling better.

This forum has aided me as well fire.

I feel the pain that you so eloquently express.. Hard to deal with at time

Hang in there we are all on this ride together!

Thanks Darby, just gotta watch out for that next turn, could be a doozy!

When you reach the bottom there's no place to go but up. What goes up must come down. That's me, a sine wave, a roller coaster ride that never ends.

I feel your thoughts fire, hang on in there.

Thanks jannet! I often wonder how much of this is due to the herbs I am taking, and the changes my body is going through. Then I realize, no... my thought process was pretty skewed way before any of this. LOL

Fire,

Your post reminds me of my crossdressing dichotomy thread I made earlier:

http://www.breastnexus.com/showthread.php?tid=25340

In any case, it's nice to know you're feeling better.

Thanks Flame, it's wonderful feeling better. I suppose my moods do happen to shift from time to time. Which is why I am really surprised at myself that I have lasted this long pursing NBE.

What I have, I don't want, what I want, I can't have. Vicious cycle.

This forum has aided me as well fire.

I feel the pain that you so eloquently express.. Hard to deal with at time

Thanks Mickie for your thoughts on this. As long as I have friends on here, I think I will be able to handle most of my ups and downs.

When you reach the bottom there's no place to go but up. What goes up must come down. That's me, a sine wave, a roller coaster ride that never ends.

I feel your thoughts fire, hang on in there.

Thanks jannet! I often wonder how much of this is due to the herbs I am taking, and the changes my body is going through. Then I realize, no... my thought process was pretty skewed way before any of this. LOL

I blame the internet ..!!! If I had not come across all this information I would have still been living in complete denIaI
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