[crg82]

Wow.

Thanks for that amazing thread.
Can't stop reading. It's hard, but i am trying to understand everything.

Wrestling with myself, whether I should try nbe substances, especially pm, which sounds most promising.
My goal, my dream is neither transitioning into a woman, nor losing my male functionality.

I don't feel like I am belonging to a specific gender. I like to be male.
Proud of my male and female traits, thanks to my wife.
Hard to describe. I want to stay the same person, just want to be "complete".

Not fantasizing about big boobs. My dream is to go from an 80/85 (us: 36/38) basically nothing to an aa or a cup at max.
Just some small buds and more sensitivity in my breast area. a tiny amount of permanent breast tissue that will stay and form a nice chest in my bras.
Nothing obvious in public and easily disguisable. Worst case people think I suffer from a mild case of age-induced gynecomastia.

Already knowing from the forums, that it would be hard to achieve for small, skinny guys.
only about 170cm (5,6") and 60kg (135 pounds), 40 years old, no real fat deposits.
Guess it's genetic. Mom, sister, grandparents. Everyone is/was kinda skinny.

I know that real hrt-hormones would be way more effective, than using herbals. But that's not what i want.


I saw many pictures of men with amazing results using herbal substances.
Some users posted pictures with exactly the small boobs I am dreaming of, while claiming to stay male otherwise.

Hopeful, encouraged, super scared of my feelings.
Everything at once. Wanna be honest, also read some negative reviews about pm on reddit, as well as on youtube.
Still. Right now, I think, it is the best chance out there for me.

Those first few pages are a real reference guide and contain so much info.
Awesome work. I am very grateful.

Yours Chrissy