[ExcitedAndNervous]

Allow me to introduce myself. My name is Steve, though I do not intend to transition by any means, I would like a feminine figure and large breasts. I am 27 5'11'' at 200lbs and a pretty physically fit male who enjoys lifting and cardio but for whatever reason, I have always wanted curves like a woman.

I have since as long as I can remember been fascinated and yearned for the feel of breasts of my own just never knew how to without a therapist and a surgeon. I stumbled upon this site months ago and have been reading a lot and reflecting a lot on NBE. I have a gf of 2.5 years who I love and who is very very against any form of femininity of a male. Not so much if it happens, but if its induced. Needless to say the past few years of wanting to pursue and not doing it has really stressed me out especially to not be able to talk about it. I have gone back and forth in my mind several times whether or not this is fantasy, reality, dreams or lack of better words horniness.

I enjoy dressing feminine in private and have bras and such but never had anything to fill them and now that the option is here to be able to do so I am very excited to begin doing so!

Excited to have breasts!!! To feel the weight, to feel the movement, to see them hang off my chest, to bend over and see my chest hang and divide, to put on a shirt and see two round protruding mounds, to hopefully have a gf that stays and feel her play with them . I want to wear bras and have cleavage I want to have breasts that are noticeable, yet still concealable. I know breasts on my body will look and feel weird as they do with any man I'm sure or would like to believe does at first. But i'm okay with that, and i'm okay with me, finally.

Nervous cause I have always worried about what others thought of me. I dont have a degree, nor do I have a great income of a job, or a great career path, my failures have always outweighed my successes and it has made me INCREDIBLY self concious. Though you would never guess by how i hold myself. But the stares the whispers the curiosity from family friends and most of all the reaction from my gf esepcially when i need a bra when the time comes. Pools beaches etc. I am a gym rat and what good is that if i can't show off my body.

Negatives seem detrimental but really dont seem like it to me. I know things are sometimes better seen from the outside looking in. And I truly apologize for this rant of a thread. I really am horrible with introductions. But hope its readable and understandable and hope to find and make some friends here in this community i have fancied lurking on for awhile and hope to become an active and growing member as well.
Thank you all who have inspired me to take this step,

[Lotus]

Hey EandN
Well it's less to write I think,most guys here just want to achieve what you mentioned,some want more and some want the srs approach.

You can achieve these things,but you'll have to do some researching,some go down this road and they find that the changes are fast,while for others it takes longer.So if you just want breasts and curves,plan on a few years to get it.There are the finances to consider as sell, this could vary depending on your what your needs are!.

Don't be so hard on yourself,all that negative feelings robs your soul of the beautiful person you are!!.You'll find a fimiliar theme that repeats itself quite often here.The first step was your intro,the next should be about NBE and if you want to do it,or perhaps if you still want more info.There's a lot of answers on the forum to your questions,do your research and you'll have a better idea and understanding of what you need!



Take care, Lotus

[julieTG]

Steve
yep me too ,

have wanted and deeply desired breasts for many many years
whether its a sexual thing, have no idea,
tried too analyse cannot explain,

yes you can be midway,

forget the gym though, I am in 3.5 months in on 2nd time round and I now
cannot lounge round the pool,

This is why I started when I was older , can now get away with

man boobs protruding,

Just do not grow without your partners support,

Try it , you can always stop I did,

Then restarted,

Julie

[Karren]

Since I was 7 I've been crossdressing and have always wanted breasts.... but these last 5 years I decided to hell with everyones opinion and attitude towards the way I dress and how my body looks.... I still play amateur league ice hockey every week and the guys on my team have seen my hairless.... large breasted body.... and they don't care as long as I can put the puck in the net..... You need to decide what your reality is and push it out on everyone else.... not visa versa....

[ExcitedAndNervous]

Steve
yep me too ,

have wanted and deeply desired breasts for many many years
whether its a sexual thing, have no idea,
tried too analyse cannot explain,

yes you can be midway,

forget the gym though, I am in 3.5 months in on 2nd time round and I now
cannot lounge round the pool,

This is why I started when I was older , can now get away with

man boobs protruding,

Just do not grow without your partners support,

Try it , you can always stop I did,

Then restarted,

Julie

Why should I forget about the gym? I seem men with gynecomastia in there often doesn't seem to interfere with their efforts. Needless to say likely they may lose their boobs and I am trying to gain some.
And I wish I could grow with my partners support unfortunately i am 110% certain she would walk away from me and its very selfish of me to be like this but I just don't want to risk that conversation and outcome needless to say having breasts and dumped can probably be a big deal to a mans ego in a sense of "wtf did i do this to myself for" but its a road i walk alone on and in the dark without light trying to find out if its the right path or not :/

[ExcitedAndNervous]

Since I was 7 I've been crossdressing and have always wanted breasts.... but these last 5 years I decided to hell with everyones opinion and attitude towards the way I dress and how my body looks.... I still play amateur league ice hockey every week and the guys on my team have seen my hairless.... large breasted body.... and they don't care as long as I can put the puck in the net..... You need to decide what your reality is and push it out on everyone else.... not visa versa....

haha i assume you hit the showers as you normally would with the guys...if so and if they know your intentions of growing and being feminine i assume that can get a rise out of some people they may not want to be seen lol.
Also that seems to be the persona and mind set of a lot of people I notice. When i first found this site and NBE in itself for men I was so shell shocked that I'd be a freak, no one would want me, i'd be alone, and friends would leave. But it seems thats just me being a 20 something with a high school mentality apparently. Because it seems for the most part no one cares from strangers to friends. Maturity is a beautiful thing

[ExcitedAndNervous]

My main concern I guess is my girlfriend. I know its wrong to keep it a secret, selfish and demeaning to the respect factor for her. But I just don't see how I can bring it up and go forward with it, I lack the courage and spine to do that and given the PM eventually I may lack the balls to do so as well lol (poor attempt at comic relief)
But lotus you are absolutely right about sucking your soul dry it does, it crushes it to keep it pinned and it also never goes away I have realized. Maybe for a day week month or so but it comes back always to hit you hard and push you to just do it.
Does anyone here have experience with a loved one who was kept in the dark and may still be in the dark about it and have any advice for when breasts do develop, especially to those of some like karren and others who have obvious large feminine breasts.

[Karren]

Don't forget it's not like one day your flat and the next day your a DD.... I happens gradually... and those around you don't notice the gradual change... imho... people you haven't seen in a while may be surprised! lol

[julieTG]

Exactly my point
You want too hit the gym locker room with large feminine breasts and pass them off as man boobs

Reality check needed here

Julie