18-11-2013, 06:36 PM
Now this thread will not go down well with the Bigender sites,
I am trying to deduce whether many us are Trans sexuals in denial,
pure blends or Bi-Gender,
For some time I have thought I am Bi-Gender as the switch is so extreme , ie
Alpha male to Girl in seconds, then I keep reading about Bi Gender people suddenly realising there not and making an mtf transition,
Then you are at the pure Trans sexual like Flame,
Then what I call pure blends such as sfem and Pansy, there mental state has not altered (unlike their chests x)
ie sfem and pansy are stable and seem secure, whereas I am not , I am like 2 people,
Doodle is more TS I think than lets on , but stable , ie not likely to fence hop,
The point I am trying to make is does Bi Gender exist , is it real or is it Trans sexual in deep denial,
I really really am not sure, I would like to think Bigender is real, if not I have a problem ,
What I cannot understand for the life of me is how the switch can be so violent with me or should I say instant,
Whereas most of you here perhaps have girl days and male days , I am instant,there is no build up, just nothing , ie silly girl nonsesense , not a thought and then see an image , BANG,
Girl for a few minutes,
Speech has changed, the way I look at people changes, inflections change, I sit to the left instead of the right like in male mode , I become seriously submissive, ie lay on my back and come and take me, I even start using my left hand,
So on balance would have to say Bi-Gender exists, but I think very rare,
Interested in your thoughts
Julie
I am trying to deduce whether many us are Trans sexuals in denial,
pure blends or Bi-Gender,
For some time I have thought I am Bi-Gender as the switch is so extreme , ie
Alpha male to Girl in seconds, then I keep reading about Bi Gender people suddenly realising there not and making an mtf transition,
Then you are at the pure Trans sexual like Flame,
Then what I call pure blends such as sfem and Pansy, there mental state has not altered (unlike their chests x)
ie sfem and pansy are stable and seem secure, whereas I am not , I am like 2 people,
Doodle is more TS I think than lets on , but stable , ie not likely to fence hop,
The point I am trying to make is does Bi Gender exist , is it real or is it Trans sexual in deep denial,
I really really am not sure, I would like to think Bigender is real, if not I have a problem ,
What I cannot understand for the life of me is how the switch can be so violent with me or should I say instant,
Whereas most of you here perhaps have girl days and male days , I am instant,there is no build up, just nothing , ie silly girl nonsesense , not a thought and then see an image , BANG,
Girl for a few minutes,
Speech has changed, the way I look at people changes, inflections change, I sit to the left instead of the right like in male mode , I become seriously submissive, ie lay on my back and come and take me, I even start using my left hand,
So on balance would have to say Bi-Gender exists, but I think very rare,
Interested in your thoughts
Julie
Another member recently did an arm chair analysis of me but it didn't feel right to me when I read it, your analysis however, does. To draw a word picture, I imagine myself sitting on my haunches, hands on the fence peering into the other side and longing deeply to be there but knowing full well that the fence is too high for me to clear. You say I'm stable but I would say, I'm just not able to change.
