19-03-2012, 07:14 AM
Hello again. Been absent a while, things happening. Some by design and some, regrettably, not. As a result, there are a few things I have to report.
As stated before, I had been taking Premarin and a generic Propecia for about a year before discovering this site. Had accomplished growth to nearly B cups prior to discontinuing the Premarin and anti-androgen regimen, and going to PM with no AA. The first 2 months of PM use was in conjunction with a lowered dose of Premarin to use up the remaining supply of Premarin. Even though I was getting it through Inhouse pharmacy, it was becoming more expensive at the dose I was taking, and the testimonials for PM, as well as the seemingly ridiculously low cost of PM, led me to giving it a try. With reduced Premarin, I took 2000mg of PM daily. My #1 observation on PM was the fact that both my breasts evened out, when prior to PM, one breast was about 1/4 inch less in projection. That was a pleasant discovery.
#2 observation was that my desire to crossdress decreased, which upset me a bit, though I felt great. Maybe the fact that I retired at almost the same time had something to do with my attitude, though I was honestly anticipating having more time to spend crossdressing, thus the fact that not feeling like crossdressing much was a bit disconcerting.
#3, was when I noticed that I was not having as difficult a time keeping warm when the cold weather usually meant I needed more layers to keep warm. A welcome effect that I will attribute to PM, as no other changes, such as dietary, were undertaken at that time.
#4, my wife mentioned that my skin tone appeared better, along with a slight improvement in facial wrinkles. Again, I attribute those to PM. A very pleasant surprise.
Now for some not-so-nices. About 2 and 1/2 months ago, I let my doctor convince me that my testerone level of 20 was not a grand thing. So I let her give me a shot of T. Almost immediately I began adding pounds. Not many, but all unwelcome nonetheless. That seemed to be the only effect.
About 3 weeks ago, she stuck me again. Now the pounds came again, to the tune of almost 18 since this T adventure began. Now, I've never been heavy, and never had a hard time dropping a few pounds here and there. This gain, however, has proven to be quite another story. So, for vanitys' sake, some of my favorite foods are on hold untill I get back to where I was.
The most unwelcome change, though, has taken place with my libido. My little "companion" has rediscovered his unruly attitude, and also grown physically, as have his partners-in-crime. As my wife is not much into sex anymore, this was a bit of irony.
Shortly after I received the first T shot, I ran out of PM, and had decided to wait a while in order to raise my T levels without influence of any type of estrogen. I now know there will be no more shots for me, nor any of the androgel she said would come after the level came up. The return of my crossdressing desires with the T shots was also an interesting development.
Back to the PM effects now. #5, I can attest to the fact that breasts can continue to grow even after PM is discontinued. This may be good/bad news depending on personal goals. I welcome the fact that my measurements, taken 5 weeks after stopping PM, show that I have added 3/4" of bust size. Also, my legs have rounded out, and my upper thighs are 1" larger now. I would be willing to bet that those increases are not due to rising T. Regrettably, my swelling waist size has brought the corsets back. However, I shall overcome!!
I have now been back on PM for a week, and contrary to conventional wisdom, am back to using 3000mg a day. And considering going higher, along with the AA again, also at an increased dose. I shall be oh-so-happy if I can get the T back to the 20 that it was before this mis-adventure. Strangely enough, my whole journey with NBE and slight feminization, prior to recently, had been undertaken with only personal research, and no advice from medical professionals. I had been getting good results. However, as soon as I let a doctor get involved, things degenerated. Ironic.
#6. First, I must explain that I have occasionally used a device similar to the good old Noogleberry. Mine is self-constructed. But I used it wildly inconsistently, having not had much for noticeable results. Other than sore breasts!! I must admit to being a bit extreme in it's use, as I will use it for at least an hour at a time, and will pump and maintain the suction to a point just below where it will cause what I call "waterspots", which some may call water blisters. Experience has shown me just what I can get away with. I have noticed, over time, that I cannot pull as much into the cup as I used to. This, I attribute to the fact that I now have a different sort of tissue in my breasts than I had when I started. In itself, this is not of much concern, as I believe that Noogling is simply providing an additional opportunity for growth. I will also note that wearing a properly fitting underwire bra, with the cups removed, after Noogling and at other times, has helped in shaping my breasts. While being a simple matter, it has helped a lot.
Now for the #6 observation. When I had finished "pumping up" a few nights ago, after I removed them, I was shocked to see that I had "leaked" into my cups!! Upon further"examination", I found that the liquid had indeed come from the nipples. However, there was not much more to be had. Just enough to confirm where it had come from. Seems that it only really happened when the vacuum was in place. I am now intrigued by the fact that it can be induced, BUT, also in a bit of a quandary. On one hand, it would be so very wonderful to be able to produce something for those times my wife likes to nuzzle my breasts, but I have to wonder if they would be prone to just "dribble" sometime when out in public. While they do stick out noticeably in nearly any kind of clothing, I have never had as much as one comment. (That I heard, anyway). Wet spots on the front of my t-shirt in obvious locations may be a whole different affair!!
This has become quite lengthy, and while I may have more to say, this is enough for the time being. I do feel the necessity to add, and confirm, that many of the things that are said here about PM are true. While not all will apply to everyone, they are nonetheless factual, and should be considered when choosing any regimen to proceed with. I, for one, amd happy with everything PM has done to and for me, and have every intention of "going for the gusto"!! I suspect I will be even more pleased when I eliminate this belly growth, as my breasts should look even nicer against a smaller torso. Will have to get rid of it as soon as possible, tho, as sun-bathing season is nearly here!!
Take care, and great results to all!! Patti
As stated before, I had been taking Premarin and a generic Propecia for about a year before discovering this site. Had accomplished growth to nearly B cups prior to discontinuing the Premarin and anti-androgen regimen, and going to PM with no AA. The first 2 months of PM use was in conjunction with a lowered dose of Premarin to use up the remaining supply of Premarin. Even though I was getting it through Inhouse pharmacy, it was becoming more expensive at the dose I was taking, and the testimonials for PM, as well as the seemingly ridiculously low cost of PM, led me to giving it a try. With reduced Premarin, I took 2000mg of PM daily. My #1 observation on PM was the fact that both my breasts evened out, when prior to PM, one breast was about 1/4 inch less in projection. That was a pleasant discovery.
#2 observation was that my desire to crossdress decreased, which upset me a bit, though I felt great. Maybe the fact that I retired at almost the same time had something to do with my attitude, though I was honestly anticipating having more time to spend crossdressing, thus the fact that not feeling like crossdressing much was a bit disconcerting.
#3, was when I noticed that I was not having as difficult a time keeping warm when the cold weather usually meant I needed more layers to keep warm. A welcome effect that I will attribute to PM, as no other changes, such as dietary, were undertaken at that time.
#4, my wife mentioned that my skin tone appeared better, along with a slight improvement in facial wrinkles. Again, I attribute those to PM. A very pleasant surprise.
Now for some not-so-nices. About 2 and 1/2 months ago, I let my doctor convince me that my testerone level of 20 was not a grand thing. So I let her give me a shot of T. Almost immediately I began adding pounds. Not many, but all unwelcome nonetheless. That seemed to be the only effect.
About 3 weeks ago, she stuck me again. Now the pounds came again, to the tune of almost 18 since this T adventure began. Now, I've never been heavy, and never had a hard time dropping a few pounds here and there. This gain, however, has proven to be quite another story. So, for vanitys' sake, some of my favorite foods are on hold untill I get back to where I was.
The most unwelcome change, though, has taken place with my libido. My little "companion" has rediscovered his unruly attitude, and also grown physically, as have his partners-in-crime. As my wife is not much into sex anymore, this was a bit of irony.
Shortly after I received the first T shot, I ran out of PM, and had decided to wait a while in order to raise my T levels without influence of any type of estrogen. I now know there will be no more shots for me, nor any of the androgel she said would come after the level came up. The return of my crossdressing desires with the T shots was also an interesting development.
Back to the PM effects now. #5, I can attest to the fact that breasts can continue to grow even after PM is discontinued. This may be good/bad news depending on personal goals. I welcome the fact that my measurements, taken 5 weeks after stopping PM, show that I have added 3/4" of bust size. Also, my legs have rounded out, and my upper thighs are 1" larger now. I would be willing to bet that those increases are not due to rising T. Regrettably, my swelling waist size has brought the corsets back. However, I shall overcome!!
I have now been back on PM for a week, and contrary to conventional wisdom, am back to using 3000mg a day. And considering going higher, along with the AA again, also at an increased dose. I shall be oh-so-happy if I can get the T back to the 20 that it was before this mis-adventure. Strangely enough, my whole journey with NBE and slight feminization, prior to recently, had been undertaken with only personal research, and no advice from medical professionals. I had been getting good results. However, as soon as I let a doctor get involved, things degenerated. Ironic.
#6. First, I must explain that I have occasionally used a device similar to the good old Noogleberry. Mine is self-constructed. But I used it wildly inconsistently, having not had much for noticeable results. Other than sore breasts!! I must admit to being a bit extreme in it's use, as I will use it for at least an hour at a time, and will pump and maintain the suction to a point just below where it will cause what I call "waterspots", which some may call water blisters. Experience has shown me just what I can get away with. I have noticed, over time, that I cannot pull as much into the cup as I used to. This, I attribute to the fact that I now have a different sort of tissue in my breasts than I had when I started. In itself, this is not of much concern, as I believe that Noogling is simply providing an additional opportunity for growth. I will also note that wearing a properly fitting underwire bra, with the cups removed, after Noogling and at other times, has helped in shaping my breasts. While being a simple matter, it has helped a lot.
Now for the #6 observation. When I had finished "pumping up" a few nights ago, after I removed them, I was shocked to see that I had "leaked" into my cups!! Upon further"examination", I found that the liquid had indeed come from the nipples. However, there was not much more to be had. Just enough to confirm where it had come from. Seems that it only really happened when the vacuum was in place. I am now intrigued by the fact that it can be induced, BUT, also in a bit of a quandary. On one hand, it would be so very wonderful to be able to produce something for those times my wife likes to nuzzle my breasts, but I have to wonder if they would be prone to just "dribble" sometime when out in public. While they do stick out noticeably in nearly any kind of clothing, I have never had as much as one comment. (That I heard, anyway). Wet spots on the front of my t-shirt in obvious locations may be a whole different affair!!
This has become quite lengthy, and while I may have more to say, this is enough for the time being. I do feel the necessity to add, and confirm, that many of the things that are said here about PM are true. While not all will apply to everyone, they are nonetheless factual, and should be considered when choosing any regimen to proceed with. I, for one, amd happy with everything PM has done to and for me, and have every intention of "going for the gusto"!! I suspect I will be even more pleased when I eliminate this belly growth, as my breasts should look even nicer against a smaller torso. Will have to get rid of it as soon as possible, tho, as sun-bathing season is nearly here!!
Take care, and great results to all!! Patti