(05-09-2021, 09:40 PM)HelloDiDi Wrote: Wait what? Are you saying you're not proportionate? Stop kidding... You already look totally as perfect as things can get. I wish I had even a portion of that projection, no way with this over grown ugly forest troll body which is not even interesting to anyone without constant updates on endless progress.
I'm so envious. Reading your threads puts me in such state I some times just don't because its a express ticket down to envy/dysphoria hellhole every time.
Sorry, it’s just the way I see my body. I know other ppl may look at me and say “wow,” but when I look at myself I say, “we look good, and I appreciate everything my body has done for me up until now, but I know there is more we can do.” Everyone has their own goals and desires. Try to focus only on what you want for yourself. Use others for inspiration, not to tear yourself down. If it seems like that isn’t possible, you can take a break from looking at pics and concentrate on your own development. Find what works for you.
I did not want to give you or anyone else feelings of envy. I just post pics and want education everyone that comes here on my methods. I do sympathize with your feelings, tho. I remember looking at Lotus and being like, “damn, I will never reach that.” I kept pushing on tho, and because I live in Japan I learned their methods of growing breast from flat to like a D cup. I was able to combine Western science with Japanese mindset and body techniques. It’s been since about 2016 I started this journey. I’ve had many ups and downs. I’ve plateaued growth many times and even lost a cup size and along the way for reasons I couldn’t figure out, but refused to throw in the towel until I did. I learned that it goes beyond the numbers, research, genetics, or which shell we were born in. We can become the masters of our own fate through our mindsets. This is why in my signature a positive happy mind is first in my secret to boobs.
You are just starting HRT this year and setting the stage for your breast goals. It will be hella tough and a lot of crying along the way, but you can do it. Hell, I still cry now because I cannot get a boyfriend no matter how much I try. Just a bunch of dudes who only want to make sexual advances and objectify me without acknowledging that I’m a sentient human and not some chick in a photo book or online(gets really scary). But one thing I stopped crying about is my body because I know it’s doing the best it can. Mirrors no longer phase me because I’ve trained my mind to say I am beautiful every time I see me.
It won’t happen over night for sure, but I know you can do it Didi. Learn to appreciate the woman trying to show herself to the world. Give her time to come out, because she needs it. Love her, and she will make you smile every time you see her in the mirror.