(27-02-2019, 05:54 AM)Nipply Russel Wrote: This does raise all sorts of questions, doesn't it? For example, why are we doing it? For someone who isn't transitioning (me), it's an attempt to satisfy some kind of desire that may or may not be sexual, but most likely is. I look down and see my small boobs and immediately start to get aroused. Pleasuring myself used to be heavily focused on mtf transition fantasies and was largely mental. Now it's much more about the real live mammaries that I possess. And even though the boobs have started to arrive, the equipment is working fabulously.
So no, I definitely WOULD NOT give up the use of my equipment. With no option of experiencing sex as a woman, I have a strong desire to maintain my ability to realize satisfaction as a man. If I couldn't do that, there'd be no sex at all...and that wouldn't be any fun for me. While some on here seem to be ok without any kind of sexual release, I don't think that's in the cards for me.
(25-02-2019, 06:01 PM)julieTG Wrote: Hi all
after spending most of the day on the pc porn surfing due to one of my high heat days, it suddenly occurred to me it would be a damn site easier being impotent and letting the damn thing just go and shrink away, but my mind really is not built that way,
Some mornings i awake and there it the vestige of manhood throbbing and nodding away for attention and I feel a sense of pride and go and feel my tits ?, go figure,
In the cold light of day I really can see the appeal of an orchi to quieten it down, or sometimes I wish the wife would just turn around and say thats it dont like penetration now , you can do what you want and let it wither away or cage it ,
So who here feels this way now,
Do you like the tool below ?
Do you wish it gone, ?
Would an orchi appeal ?
If married do you wish your wife to say ok dump it
Do you still use it ?
Reason I ask on this thread is that I absolutely love using it, BUT I COULD SERIOUSLY NOW LET IT GO ?
which really is a first
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Julie
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This is an interesting topic. I am very much a male with the exception of having small breasts. I enjoy sex, but ED has been very stressful for several years now. Not being able to satisfy my wife is disheartening. Years of porn and exhibitionism has affected me greatly. If I can't satisfy my wife then it is useless and I want it to shrivel up to nothing.
(24-03-2021, 07:37 PM)anonymous657 Wrote:This is an interesting topic. I am very much a male with the exception of having small breasts. I enjoy sex, but ED has been very stressful for several years now. Not being able to satisfy my wife is disheartening. Years of porn and exhibitionism has affected me greatly. If I can't satisfy my wife then it is useless and I want it to shrivel up to nothing.
(24-03-2021, 10:03 PM)PleasantlyFascinated Wrote:(24-03-2021, 07:37 PM)anonymous657 Wrote:This is an interesting topic. I am very much a male with the exception of having small breasts. I enjoy sex, but ED has been very stressful for several years now. Not being able to satisfy my wife is disheartening. Years of porn and exhibitionism has affected me greatly. If I can't satisfy my wife then it is useless and I want it to shrivel up to nothing.
It is a very interesting topic. One that I’d always hoped to see more regularly explored. Learning from others’ perspectives in such an anonymous forum seems as though it might be a lot like a 12 step program for the sexually conflicted male.
Pornography has led me to some dark places on the internet and rewired my brain. Porn that would never have turned me on at all has turned into fetishes that go against who I feel like I am. If I could go back I would stay completely away from internet porn and certainly wouldn't be walking around as man with female breasts. Don't get me wrong, I like my little breasts. I think they look good on me. I love feeling them. I even like that feeling of being topless knowing some people notice I have a very feminine chest. But I know I wouldn't have those feelings if I didn't dive into the porn rabbit hole.
the phrase, 'letting go of my manhood' has such a disheartening sound to me. Looking in the mirror seeing my breasts and my limp penis that struggles to get hard anymore I see my manhood slipping away. I am not the man I used to be and that makes me sad. Especially knowing I did this to myself by taking PM.
I am not trying to be debbie downer here. this topic just really hit home pretty hard and I thought I would be honest.