(21-01-2018, 07:20 PM)Katie Wrote: ok, but This is discussing Transsexuals too, and I really don`t fit what she`s saying here either!:
"For reasons beyond the scope of this Note and as counterintuitive as it may seem, it can only be assumed that testosterone plays a crucial role in forcing certain male individuals to crossdress and experience femininity to the maximum degree possibly. "
taken from here: http://www.avitale.com/TNote15Testosterone.htm
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have a read, it`s a really interesting article, but I don`t fit it, if I have T in my system I feel Sick, and depressed and have what I can only describe as an unlabled rage like the ultimate in PMS, I feel scared and fearful, it`s really just a shitty feeling all around!
But... I don`t get urges to dress or be any more girly than I arlready am when i`m on E, none of that changes at all.
and yet that article is discussing trassexuals that have transitioned including SRS!?
though I sure as hell wouldn`t de-transition like the one of them tried!
Thanks for the interesting article, Katie. Although, because of all the external factors (family, kids, profession, etc. - yes, excuses), transition was never in the cards for me, I understand the yo-yo. I’ve CD’d since a child, and had a (too short) relationship with a trans woman. Most of our time together was spent with me
en femme, which worked well, as I identified as Lesbian and she as bisexual, so we had the best of both worlds! I would do the common binge and purge of CDs many times over the years, but not out of guilt, but frustration and disappointment in my own courage, so I admire immensely women like you who have become, in whatever way you have, who they really are. Maybe the two examples that Dr. Vitale gave are just examples of the affect of reverse external factors... the GF who wanted the BF led to the desire to reverse transition? She (the would be BF) however, had to be true to who she was. In the end we live with our choices and accept, or at least resign ourselves to them to stay sane.
On another note, the image of you with a bow brings up memories of how attractive I found ‘girls with guns’ when on (military) deployments, just something about a cute girl, armed to the teeth!
Aim True!
Jenn