So I will post an update from yesterday. I suspect I surprised my gender Dr with my visit ( as Jannet and not Him ). She asked if there was a special occasion and how I felt walking from the carpark, through the main hospital and up to the 6th floor. To be honest it felt surprisingly normal, like I was doing nothing out of the ordinary, just a normal middle aged female doing her thing. The Dr says I look and project a female with confidence, my eyes look all sparkling and shiny. As opposed to dull looking and lack of confidence male me. We discussed my family situation for a while, and how I felt about my genitals, then she dropped a bomb shell. She is prepared to approve SRS if and when I decide to go that route. LIKE ... HOLD THE BUS ... WHAT. I had to tell her I'm not ready to make that decision at this point. Sure as hell the wife would loose the plot too !!, I do however tell my wife of the meetings and what was discussed, she kind of tensed up with that one.
I was supposed to meet a friend in a local restaurant, normally she gets the table and I arrive 15 minutes or so later. However, last night she was running late so ( trial by fire ) I had to enter the restaurant all on my own ( and it was busy ), ask for a table and wait to be seated. I would be lying if I said I was not nervous, but it still felt so normal.