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20-04-2016, 04:50 AM
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So my mental state has calmed down a bit. My desire to find a real world friend on a similar path has quieted down quite a bit. Also my curiosity to check out a place that does transformations has nearly been extinguished.
I am not sure what brought these about, but I believe I'm balancing back out again. Perhaps it was because I as out of town, or maybe I just haven't been keeping myself busy enough. I'm not really sure. It is quite possible that it may flair up again, guess we shall see. All I know is that I'm glad it is over. I was over analyzing things and it was taking me down a very dark path.
When you reach the bottom there's no place to go but up. What goes up must come down. That's me, a sine wave, a roller coaster ride that never ends.
Thanks everyone who shared their thoughts on
My Dilemmas... 
This forum is absolutely phenomenal!
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Hang in there we are all on this ride together!
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Quote:When you reach the bottom there's no place to go but up. What goes up must come down. That's me, a sine wave, a roller coaster ride that never ends.
I feel your thoughts fire, hang on in there.
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Fire,
Your post reminds me of my crossdressing dichotomy thread I made earlier:
http://www.breastnexus.com/showthread.php?tid=25340
In any case, it's nice to know you're feeling better.
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This forum has aided me as well fire.
I feel the pain that you so eloquently express.. Hard to deal with at time
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(20-04-2016, 11:35 AM)Darby9 Wrote: Hang in there we are all on this ride together!
Thanks Darby, just gotta watch out for that next turn, could be a doozy!
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(20-04-2016, 12:01 PM)jannet.duff Wrote: Quote:When you reach the bottom there's no place to go but up. What goes up must come down. That's me, a sine wave, a roller coaster ride that never ends.
I feel your thoughts fire, hang on in there.
Thanks jannet! I often wonder how much of this is due to the herbs I am taking, and the changes my body is going through. Then I realize, no... my thought process was pretty skewed way before any of this. LOL
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(20-04-2016, 12:09 PM)flamesabers Wrote: Fire,
Your post reminds me of my crossdressing dichotomy thread I made earlier:
http://www.breastnexus.com/showthread.php?tid=25340
In any case, it's nice to know you're feeling better.
Thanks Flame, it's wonderful feeling better.
I suppose my moods do happen to shift from time to time. Which is why I am really surprised at myself that I have lasted this long pursing NBE.
What I have, I don't want, what I want, I can't have. Vicious cycle.
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(20-04-2016, 01:38 PM)Mickie Wrote: This forum has aided me as well fire.
I feel the pain that you so eloquently express.. Hard to deal with at time
Thanks Mickie for your thoughts on this. As long as I have friends on here, I think I will be able to handle most of my ups and downs.
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(20-04-2016, 05:30 PM)Fire And Ice Wrote: (20-04-2016, 12:01 PM)jannet.duff Wrote: Quote:When you reach the bottom there's no place to go but up. What goes up must come down. That's me, a sine wave, a roller coaster ride that never ends.
I feel your thoughts fire, hang on in there.
Thanks jannet! I often wonder how much of this is due to the herbs I am taking, and the changes my body is going through. Then I realize, no... my thought process was pretty skewed way before any of this. LOL
I blame the internet ..!!! If I had not come across all this information I would have still been living in complete denIaI
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