(08-02-2016, 11:20 AM)meroune Wrote: I currently see a psychiatrist that specializes in mainly behavioral/depression topics, but he is also a therapist. Also on his site it says he specializes in:
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Gay / Lesbian Issues
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Is it worth just...spilling the beans to him? I trust him completely and i'm worried that if I get what i'm feeling off my chest that he will view me differently etc. What are your thoughts? And no I don't know that I have GID or GD, but i've been very close to ordering estrogen from a uk pharmacy (assetchemist.co.uk) multiple times, but back out due to the thought of "what if I screw up?". I've been on pueraria mirifica and natureday long enough to have some small breast growth (enough to be noticeable to me) and my hips seem wider, while I have a ton of stretch marks leading out from my taint up my inner thighs...so i'm thinking my pelvic inlet(or maybe outlet?) has expanded quite a bit. When I look at myself in the mirror with what I percieve to be bigger hips/butt...I love it! But i'm scared and I need someone to talk to. Should I go to the psychiatrist i've been seeing since I was 15(now 22), or should I see someone new entirely?
I guess you are in the UK?

It would be nicer if your doc listed LGBT or gender issues rather than gay/lesbian but that's still good. If they are not experienced enough to discuss trans issues they'll certainly be able to refer you to someone who can. Or if you can find a gender therapist that could be better but you've been seeing this doc for so long you won't have to go through your whole life story all over again. ^_^
Do you feel comfortable speaking with him. That's important too, of course.
Note : Do
not buy E from a UK pharmacy. It is legal to
buy hrt meds in the UK, but it isn't legal to sell them, so if a UK site is offering it without prescription I would be incredibly suspicious. It's either not E, a scam site, or the meds are imported from abroad anyway. Check out the Synthetic Hormones section for safe places to buy

I think most of us are using alldaychemist.