01-06-2014, 04:31 PM
I think my gender identity is changing. I'm talking about my conscious gender identity. I shaved my lower legs for the first time last night, and it felt good. I still have the nail polish on from last night, too, and I think I can leave it on all day today. That makes me feel good, too.
My wife says I seem happier since I've discovered Clara and allowed her into our daily life. I like being Clara even when I'm not dressed. I can be her on the inside and no one is the wiser. I just have to avoid mirrors ...LOL!
Some will say that my gender identity was always what it is, subconsciously, and I can buy that. But it's the conscious expression of that identity which makes the difference in one's sense of well-being.
I feel like I'm going through a process of constructing my female personality while at the same time deconstructing my male personality. It's like remodeling a house -- replacing the stale, useless, and outmoded with freshness, function and style. Yummy!
Clara
My wife says I seem happier since I've discovered Clara and allowed her into our daily life. I like being Clara even when I'm not dressed. I can be her on the inside and no one is the wiser. I just have to avoid mirrors ...LOL!
Some will say that my gender identity was always what it is, subconsciously, and I can buy that. But it's the conscious expression of that identity which makes the difference in one's sense of well-being.
I feel like I'm going through a process of constructing my female personality while at the same time deconstructing my male personality. It's like remodeling a house -- replacing the stale, useless, and outmoded with freshness, function and style. Yummy!
Clara