Hi, ImWeird. You are at the beginning of an extended journey of self discovery. Make no mistake, NBE isn't just about growing boobs. If that's your goal, breast suction methods might be a better way to go. By taking estrogenic and anti-androgen herbs, you will be changing the sex hormone balance in your body which will have a profound impact on many aspects of your life. Ask any long timer on NBE. They will confirm what I say.
With that cautionary note stated, welcome to the club. There is much here to help you in your breast quest. I'm pleased to see that you have spent considerable time reading the forum threads already. I encourage you to photograph your starting point for reference. Posting the pictures is optional.
BTW, you are NOT weird. Just a little different.
Clara