[PerkyAcups]

I like your route and attitude regarding carefully breast growth and navigating shame and confidence. I remember your remark from long ago that you liked and sometimes hated the fact that the breasts are here to stay, that you cannot make them go away on occasions where they embarrass you. So, just continue your path, perhaps more growth isn't necessary. Just harmony and balance!

I still have those same thoughts today. Most days I love my breasts.  Well, I would say most of every day I love my breasts.  But at some point everyday I will think, holy fuck.  I have breasts.   Like real breasts! It is summertime and often I am wishing I had my chiseled chest back.  I have leaned down enough, with some extra weights in the gym I could really look strong.  I would really like to look that again.  But I know these breasts aren't going anywhere.  Many days I would give anything to be able to wear any shirt I want without worrying about concealing my breasts.  Those days I remind myself this is what I wanted.  I grew breasts to feel the embarrassment of being a man with breasts.  And knowing it is permanent.  I have to live with this embarrassment forever.  That really gets me excited for some reason.  

But most days I think I look really good with small breasts.  My body is smooth and pale. laser removed my pubic hair.  I think breasts look good on me, even as a male staying male.