Honestly when I started pm I was doubtful, then when yhe effects kicked in I was amazed and wanted more. As of now I believe pm is out of my system, and feel like my self before I started, just I have that nagging urge to take pm. I don't have any so I can't do much atm. :/

But is your old self better
Which are you happier on ?

Julie

Jamie, I like your new avatar.

Flame

Excellent summary

On a cautious note

Bryony was a supporter of re wiring and breast as side effects

The last time bryony and I had comms she said she was going for max growth now
And then went AWOL ?

So looks as if we have to a little careful with pm

Julie

Are you talking about pm creating the desire to transition?

If so, I still stand by a statement I made in a different thread:

If it is true pm rewires individual to want to transition, I would probably be a prime candidate. I've been taking pm for over a year, most of which has been on a fairly high dosage. I have no significant other, no kids, and I'm fairly young. However, transitioning hasn't been on my mind. I'm happy with how things have been progressing for me.

Well I know for sure I'm happier on pm, and I seem more content. Now I seem kinda blank minded. One odd thing I noticed, I had no desire to play video games and was productive while on pm, now I feel lazy and unenthusiastic. Starting to smell like my oldself again and I kinda find it disgusting? Like I need to take a shower :/ think I'm going to order more pm...

Oh and its not that I get the transition thoughts though they linger in the dark corners of m y mind, I just like the way pm makes me feel and look while on it if that makes sense? The dark corners of my mind are basically if I lost everything I know or care about why not? But I know that wont happen.

ah yes
I have that one too,

Since being on PM I have been even more productive and long distance worries that I always needlessly worry have gone,

Thats good

Julie

ps

Flame,

agreed you may be ok , same as Pansy and Sfem , etc
but some on here have rewired and gone off down a transition route,

BUT to be fair PM just could have opened them up too something that was going too happen or get worse

Nobody knows thats why were all here pioneering too a degree ???

Well I know for sure I'm happier on pm, and I seem more content. Now I seem kinda blank minded. One odd thing I noticed, I had no desire to play video games and was productive while on pm, now I feel lazy and unenthusiastic. Starting to smell like my oldself again and I kinda find it disgusting? Like I need to take a shower :/ think I'm going to order more pm...

I think what you're saying makes sense. When you're happy I think it's only natural that you're more productive. I notice this in myself. When I'm happy I'm far less negative, more patient, and much less likely to become bored or distracted. I think a similar rule applies with not playing video games. When you're happy, you have no need to take your mind off of your stresses and worries with something like a video game. You're already in a good mood.

As far as your smell, I noticed a similar thing when I tried using deodorant that was described as having "a clean masculine scent." The few times I used the deodorant, I smelled like I needed to take a shower.

If you do decide to go back on pm, I hope your girlfriend is accepting of your decision. Has she noticed your change in mood and habits since you stopped taking pm?

Well I finally talked to her about it the other night and let her know that if I take it in low doses or take breaks ill be fine. Shes just really worried about the possibility of me becoming sterile. She still doesn't believe I can grow breasts and saud if I did she would make me wear a bra lol. So looks like I can get more soon

Well I finally talked to her about it the other night and let her know that if I take it in low doses or take breaks ill be fine. Shes just really worried about the possibility of me becoming sterile.

Yeah, sterility is something to be concerned about when pursuing NBE.

She still doesn't believe I can grow breasts and saud if I did she would make me wear a bra lol. So looks like I can get more soon

As far as her doubts about you being able to grow breasts, maybe you should show her the picture forum to convince her?

For me the brain rewiring has calmed me more than what I am, made me more open to talk to people, very content with myself...

That's interesting that you feel more comfortable talking to people. I've noticed that too, especially with women. Normally I'm very guarded when it comes to conversing with women but when I'm on PM, I just get these giddy, loss of inhibition moments once-in-a-while and want to chat it up with any woman who crosses my path. Like a woman in the checkout aisle with me for example. It's very unusual for me. I wish it was that way all the time for me but it just happens in isolated moments.