22-03-2020, 06:43 PM
I have been taking 2000mg of PM a day and using the PM cream 3 or 4 times a day for 6 days now. I would say anyone that saw me in real life they say I am very masculine. I have big tattoos and a big beard. I build old hot rods, raced motorcycles, hunt. I feel very masculine. I have no desire to transition. I am a man.
I had my pubs and chest hair laser removed years ago. I was lifting a lot of weights then and I looked good I think. Fast forward many years of internet porn and I have developed many fetishes. One being SPH ( small penis humiliation), I started getting turned on by my small hairless penis. It embarrassed me, but turned me on so much thinking about people finding out I had about this. I started using a laser hair removal on my armpits. I started getting so excited about what people would think when they find out I have hairless armpits. It seems so unmasculine and out of character.
Then one night I am on webcam on chaturbate and someone says you have cute girly tits. I was truly shocked. I never looked at myself that way. I saw myself in totally different way. When I looked in the mirror naked I saw a tattooed bearded man with with a small hairless penis, no armpit hair, and fairly feminine breasts. When dressed I look like a different person I think. I started to get excited thinking about having small feminine breasts. Not big breasts just a little bigger than mine and perkier. Just enough if I took my shirt off people might think he has little boobs. So I started using PM. I get so turned on thinking about my breasts growing while I am rubbing the cream in that I might do it four or five times a day. I get so excited taking the pills knowing this will speed the process up and greatly increase the chance of being permanent.
I have read countless posts on this website. I know all of you will tell me my reasons for growing breasts is wrong. You are right. I am really nervous they will grow to big and I won't be able to hide them. The chance of being permanently too big is scary, but I really do want to see what my breasts would like a little bigger. I think they could look really good with my smooth body. Reading these posts I really want to feel myself bud. What a rush knowing you might have passed the point of no return.
My plan is stay on 2000mg of PM until I first bud. I will continue taking the pills until it runs out. I will continue the cream until it runs out. Then I will completely stop. I have some breasts and only time will tell if they are permanent.
Please don't judge me too harshly. I do read and respect every response and opinion and look forward to being part of this community. I am very excited about this journey and can't wait to see my breasts getting bigger.
I had my pubs and chest hair laser removed years ago. I was lifting a lot of weights then and I looked good I think. Fast forward many years of internet porn and I have developed many fetishes. One being SPH ( small penis humiliation), I started getting turned on by my small hairless penis. It embarrassed me, but turned me on so much thinking about people finding out I had about this. I started using a laser hair removal on my armpits. I started getting so excited about what people would think when they find out I have hairless armpits. It seems so unmasculine and out of character.
Then one night I am on webcam on chaturbate and someone says you have cute girly tits. I was truly shocked. I never looked at myself that way. I saw myself in totally different way. When I looked in the mirror naked I saw a tattooed bearded man with with a small hairless penis, no armpit hair, and fairly feminine breasts. When dressed I look like a different person I think. I started to get excited thinking about having small feminine breasts. Not big breasts just a little bigger than mine and perkier. Just enough if I took my shirt off people might think he has little boobs. So I started using PM. I get so turned on thinking about my breasts growing while I am rubbing the cream in that I might do it four or five times a day. I get so excited taking the pills knowing this will speed the process up and greatly increase the chance of being permanent.
I have read countless posts on this website. I know all of you will tell me my reasons for growing breasts is wrong. You are right. I am really nervous they will grow to big and I won't be able to hide them. The chance of being permanently too big is scary, but I really do want to see what my breasts would like a little bigger. I think they could look really good with my smooth body. Reading these posts I really want to feel myself bud. What a rush knowing you might have passed the point of no return.
My plan is stay on 2000mg of PM until I first bud. I will continue taking the pills until it runs out. I will continue the cream until it runs out. Then I will completely stop. I have some breasts and only time will tell if they are permanent.
Please don't judge me too harshly. I do read and respect every response and opinion and look forward to being part of this community. I am very excited about this journey and can't wait to see my breasts getting bigger.