27-01-2014, 06:20 PM
Thank you both dear Sammie and Mistress (if only!) L. I am both anxious and excited about the journey, and my "coming out" to whatever degree I am able, as it were.... I feel like a debutant! 
As far as the PTSD, I am about 90% which is about as good as I will ever be. Anecdotally, the last Christmas I spent with my last ex, I asked her what she wanted for Christmas, and her response was, "My husband back..." Unfortunately, he never came back enough for her. But I am fortunate, I have had a good support system and sense enough to know I could not handle it by myself.
And for you my Mistress... Yes ma'am!
As far as the PTSD, I am about 90% which is about as good as I will ever be. Anecdotally, the last Christmas I spent with my last ex, I asked her what she wanted for Christmas, and her response was, "My husband back..." Unfortunately, he never came back enough for her. But I am fortunate, I have had a good support system and sense enough to know I could not handle it by myself.
And for you my Mistress... Yes ma'am!