[JennaSkye]

I've always been very upset about my appearance. Now, I know this is easy to say when sitting behind a computer screen.. But I am actually a pretty decent looking guy.. I have all my hair, teeth, no missing limbs or flaws/defects. But my self image before PM has always been REALLY bad. I attribute a lot of it to my childhood. My wife sees truly how happy I am for the first time in my life. She told me a week ago that she figured out that she didn't think she looked attractive (gorgeous blond @ 120lbs, how could she not?). She said that she just needs to improve her self image so she doesn't see me as a competitor. This is a HUGE change from even a month ago where she stated the stuff from my previous postings.

She tried PM because of the effects it's had on me, but it made her extremely depressed. This was when she was only taking 500mg. She tried it twice spaced over a week. It was noticeably bad.

I started at 2000mg for, I think two weeks. I'd have to go back and look at my previous posts.. I then did 1000 in the morning and 2000 at night. I think it was ClaraKay who recommended spacing it out throughout the day. So that day was when I started spacing them out.

I do not eat in the AM, and since I take adderall for serotonin levels (ADHD) I don't get very hungry until later in the day. I drink a cup of coffee everyday and typically have A beer or Bloody Mary at night. I haven't really changed my eating habits, but am constantly thinking about kidney and liver issues.. Thank you all for the comments.