[SarahSchilling]

The answer is both fear AND excitement. I also question why the desire to feminize has surged in the past year after being dormant for a long time.

From your description, it sounds as if PM could push me over the proverbial edge even if I don't grow obvious boobs. Great even more to ponder. How can an herb cause so much angst?

I'd say excitement always trumps fear, and you're only going to torture yourself by trying to anticipate its effects rather than trying it.

That's just how I felt when I joined this forum though. You should treasure the way you feel about taking the plunge. Thinking back to when NBE was new makes me smile nostalgically.

Honestly, if you were happy with yourself all jacked up on testosterone, you wouldn't be here. If you end up sliding down the slope, it's because the desire to do so already existed within you, not because of the herb itself imo.

Good luck either way though!

Fuck, it sounds like I'm trying to talk you into taking it. I'm not, my views on the subject are purely anecdotal, and the result of the positive effects its had on me. Sorry about that.