21-12-2013, 02:25 AM
Yeah, over everything I wrote, my wife had a problem with me using a females name as my username. So, I figured I'd have a little fun with it.
As for the sickness, I stopped the vitamins this morning and was fine all day. I also spaced out my intake from two in the morning and 4 at night to 2 x 3.. I had some interesting emotions last night. I was laying in bed talking to my wife and she was upset because she can't believe the mental changes, stating that multiple times in the last couple days she guaranteed I'd be upset and angry about something and raise my voice but she said I never did and it hit her how she's come to accept me being angry all of the time and couldn't believe the peaceful and understanding demeanor in me.. Anyway, I held her while she cried and I assured her how much I love her and it almost put me into tears.. I don't cry.. Yet.
I'm thinking about picking up some SP to compliment the mood changes.. Yay/nay?
As for the sickness, I stopped the vitamins this morning and was fine all day. I also spaced out my intake from two in the morning and 4 at night to 2 x 3.. I had some interesting emotions last night. I was laying in bed talking to my wife and she was upset because she can't believe the mental changes, stating that multiple times in the last couple days she guaranteed I'd be upset and angry about something and raise my voice but she said I never did and it hit her how she's come to accept me being angry all of the time and couldn't believe the peaceful and understanding demeanor in me.. Anyway, I held her while she cried and I assured her how much I love her and it almost put me into tears.. I don't cry.. Yet.
I'm thinking about picking up some SP to compliment the mood changes.. Yay/nay?